[30-CHALLENGE] THE THIRTY DAYS CHALLENGE !

Day 25/30. Had a good day, serving others some. Almost to 50 days overall!

 

Day 3/30.

 

6 days. Working towards my first week. Feels good. Let's keep going friends.

 

2/30 días.
Seguimos en pie de lucha. Hoy es el segundo dia sin PMO. Las ganas e intenciones insisten, hay una lucha interna.

 

23 days to go hehe

 

day 0

 

Day 12. Another good day.

I am the captain of my ship. If it's meant to be, it's up to me.

 

Day 19/30!

 

Day 2

 

22/30

 

Good shit bro

 

I've reset again. Instead of doing 7 and 30 challenges consecutively, am going to do 3 day challenge, then step up to 7 day, 14 etc. 3 days seems like such a small thing to aim for, but it seems the way to go right now. Baby steps.

Bye for now, see you soon, and all the best with your challenges!

 

Day 26/30. Feeling a little tired and disconnected this morning. Going to stay with people as much as possible.

 

Day 13

It's so amazing that Nofap really boosted my mood in the long run and I had gained so much energy and confidence. For the first time in the year 2020, I feel like being in charge of my own life. It would be so pathetic to fap away all these precious energy which make our lives so meaningful and happy for that feeling of long time emptiness.

Also, for the first time in 13 days, I sensed a tiny bit of urge today. I managed to control it and kill it immediately but it rang an alarm for me. I must be prepared. I will concentrate and kill the next urge too.

 

Day 4/30.

 

Day 1/30
Not a very productive day but at least a PMO free one.

 

Yes I relapsed But... aprox 10 days ago I reached 20 days in this challenge mode, and I relapsed. A lot have happened in the space of that time...

I started dating an amazing girl 10 days into the challenge. (Nofap confidence!!)
- At day 19 I had sex with this girl, and it was awful. I literally came in seconds and it was genuinly not a great experience. So I decided to relapse, to better my sexlife with her. It is what it is.

The thing was tho, after I relapsed I felt anxious and I basically pushed her away by being overly needy towards her. I know it's the biggest turnoff, but I couldn't help it. I felt like a prisoner in my own body needing to express my feelings.
So obviously this girl that I really liked felt overwhelmed and shut me down, ending the relationship/flirt whatever you want to call it, saying she lost the chemistry. And even though I did not know her for that long I feel heartbroken now I was really head over heels for this one, if that's actually an expression men can use? Anyways one sided heartbreaks fucking sucks.

So after a few days off the grid Im now back to this challenge again, because I believe this NoFap and nonporn lifestyle helps me a ton.

Day 1.

 

Day 0.

 

Relapsed, rebooting

 

Day 13. I can't believe that I am near a full month.

I hope that you have hope. I lost hope many times, but here I am. I have hope for you, too.