[90-CHALLENGE] THE NINETY DAYS CHALLENGE !

DAY 9 LETS GO

 

Falling from day 12 to day 0!
Starting from strach.

 

yeah bro i am careful this time just trying to focus more on studies and keep phone away from me

 

29 days completed tommorow will be 30 days 1 months 1 month is a lot to me rising up again from loss of 66 days streak and giving myself again a life my exam is near and due to it a lot of pressure is coming having sleep troubles and a lot of problems but hope i will handle pressure and not fall in p again ever

 

day 0 lets do this

 

Check in
Right now am feeling regret over the opportunities and damage I have caused myself due to Masturbating.

What's even more sad are the disappointments I have caused to me by relapsing and breaking the committements I made to myself.
That has seeded doubt in me to the point that when I say "I will never do PMO again" I have this feeling of self doubt.

Needed a place to vent from.
Thanks for listening guyz.
Let's keeping fighting

 

Day 53 completed.
Nothing kills urges than workout followed but a cold shower.

 

Don't be hard on yourself.
I have also had that feeling quite often.But at the same time every journey start with a single step, don't overthink, nail each day at a time.

 

Starting again Day 1/90.
i relapsed in the time that there was no P thoughts coming to me anymore, when i thought this is the new me with no PMO in my life, then out of no where it struck me when my guards were down.
But still, i'm not the old me again, i'm different, i did not binge in the relapse (and usually i would binge for days), i still feel the change in me, i will start again a new streak with the learned lessons from the previous fall, i hated the feeling after the PMO which is actually good to remember how bad and not enjoyable it was and i want to keep remembering this, i'm back on the NoFap track and this time will be different.

 

Hoy he comenzado, espero pasarlo sin problemas

 

M relapse...
Day 0/90

 

Soon to end Day 12.
Started as a fine day but was depressed in the afternoon because of something workrelated. Usally these feeling gets me started on binge watching P, but knowing how it will make me feel later is not worth it, no way this time. Trying to work out an hour before bedtime. Keep strong friends!

 

Day 23/90
I have started reading the book "Your brain on porn" and wanted to share it with you guys, it will give you energy and motivation along the way, also if you get urges you can start reading it.
Keep fighting, we will win

 

Day 10/90

 

Day 3/90

 

Still hanging in there folks.

Intentionally not spending to much time on the forum right now. Feels like I slump into procrastination sooner rather then later and it becomes self-forfilling and predictable and unchallenging to post at will.

 

Day 10/90

8x more of this 10 days and I will soon hit 90 days

 

Day-18

 

Day 14/30

 

On Day 8!!! Let’s GOOOO