Every. Single. Person. Can. Change.

I'm 33. What are three years in the grant scheme of things?
I'm actually indulging in a sort of masochistic way, risking what I achieved so far to have an even greater future because i truly believe in working on my sexual skills.
See it as investing everything you have into the right stock. Imagine investing 2000 and becoming broke, but getting a probable return of 50000% after only 2 years.

Everyone can invest 2 years to get everything back in return afterwards.

I strongly believe that everyone can get his life back. But only the ones who truly want it will.

 

A quick update on how dangerous and unforgiving the path is that I'm choosing to go right now.

I've been with a girl recently and even with 3 tries it was next to impossible to have regular intercourse with a condom on, since my unit became noticeably de-sensitized during my workouts.
Since my overall goal is higher than the need for regular intercourse right now, there is no way in hell that I'll stop doing my special workouts. Especially considering that it actually does work and I am seeing noticeable improvements. Both with the ruler, as well as how it feels.

I already feel more confident, comparing to how it was before. And I'm not even close to the size I want to be in the end : )

 

Hey! I'm currently making my package down there bigger. I started at a length of 12,5-13,5 cm (only the visible part) and am now at around 15. Girth changed from 10,2cm to 10,6 currently.
I'm doing it almost exclusively for girth though, the gained length is welcome, but not the primary concern.
I am using manual exercises like Jelqing and Sqeezes and a pump.

All i know is that my confidence towards women(especially the ones i don't know yet) is skyrocketing with every mm i gain in girth.
When you go from someone who has to use special condoms that are made for smaller sized men to almost being able to use regular ones....
Damn that feels good.

Since i see such a drastic change in my own confidence, it's just natural to keep doing it.

I will always do the things that will give me more confidence

 

Hey everyone! I was finally able to have sex with her, yey! Even if it was brief for 2 minutes, it was still a success in my book.
There truly is a huge difference in how long i can last depending on whether or not i am using a condom.

On the more brighter note, we played chess naked in bed, work out together and the showers are outright amazing.
The way she looked when i told her that i will only eat sugar with her around twice per year! She literally kicked me off my own bed. It was hilarious. I switched it to twice per month, and well tell her today, but i won't let her ruin my great almost sugarless diet. It just feels great not eating processed sugary food on regular bases. I almost never have pain in my tooths anymore.
Right now i am on a 6pack challenge, doing at least 100 crunches, 2-3 x 1-2 min planks and a dumbell exercise that targets the side muscles of the core

 

... and all of us face the same challenges on our way to success.
And we are here to assist each other so we can all have the live we want and deserve

 

Damn. It's still a struggle with the special exercises, and i hate the fact that i need to have an Erection more or less on command to do them. Hate(d) that aspect the whole time. Even had a porn dream the other night, which didn't happen in months. It's like the devil wants to creep back in. Really gotta defend my achievements, even after all this time.

It's really a struggle up a mountain, against the wind while it's also hailing and raining. And on top, everything is clouded, so it's impossible to tell whether i get closer to the peak or not. The only thing that keeps me going is knowing how beautiful the view is when i reach the top.

 

So, one year has passed.

Length is unchanged, and hovers at around 15cm that is visible.
Girth went from the initial 10,2 to 11,2cm currently, within 6 months of dedicated girth training. If this keeps going, my confidence towards girls i don't know yet will probably go through the roof.

I am at the point where i can use regular condoms much better without them slipping off.

I feel great, knowing i can work for my dreams in life

 

Here it goes...

After 1 year and almost 9 months, i had a relapse during my workouts. Watched 3 clips, dont have anymore fast data on my phone left and since i don't have any wifi, there is no way to watch anymore while I'm at home for this month.

On the contrary to what i would have thought, i really don't feel bad about it. My workouts are getting me where i want to be later and i knew there was a high risk involved when i started my journey.

Just want to keep everyone informed.
I've updated my counter accordingly.