How do i stop myself revisiting porn site again?

Stop turning off porn blocker is a good start. Set up OpenDNS on your phone.

Get in the habit of doing something else when the urge hits. Like squats or drawing or singing. Anything to redirect.

 

This is quite a repulsive behavior I experienced myself in the last two weeks. Even though I am not edging I still lost control and relapsed. It felt like a switch had been flipped in my head. I haven't experienced that in my recovery like that before. I for my part decided yesterday to start a therapy. There are things I can't turn my head around alone. Wish you all the best brother, you are not alone.

 

If your blocker is setup in a way so that you can just easily turn it off, it kinda misses its purpose, doesn't it? Why even have one then?

 

Well, then try to fix that? I'm currently using the CleanBrowsing App and lock it with an AppLock. Been working pretty well for the last few weeks.

 

honey
how many years have u been fabbing?.

 

Question: Where do you usually look it up? Succumb to temptation.

 

In my experience, porn blockers are ineffective unless I can't disable them. Having some accountability goes a long way. I use netnanny for my computer and screentime for my phone. My parents are helping me out with this; they know the passwords to both and there's no way for me to disable or change settings without asking them first. Maybe you could ask a friend to set something similar up on your phone. There's a bunch of accountability porn blockers out there that are free or inexpensive.