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Have I fully rebooted

Discussion in 'Off-topic Discussion' started by Sighting, Aug 22, 2020.

  1. Sighting

    Sighting Fapstronaut

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    I had battled with PMO for years.I am above 30 years old.I began to watch porn on tv at a tender age say 9years old and I equally used to bust a nut to every porn sight I visited on the internet.It affected my academics I graduated with poor result.During my school days, I had a girlfriend which I was able to have sex with,the night I had sex with her in 2008 I don't know how I gained erection 'cos I know it wasn't her body that made me have erection that night as we had tried to have sex many times without success so that very night we were just cuddling and I realized I had erection which I immediately utilitized.
    Having erection whenever I am watching porn was never a problem for me, the moment I sight a porn scene my erection comes alive at the drop of a hat but when I see a stark unclad girl in front of me or even lying on the bed naked or we begin to cuddle, instead of having erection my heart will begin to pant, I get nervous and then I begin to sweat profusely for not feeling nothing down between my legs and then I fabricate lame excuses to save face
    I have managed to have sex with just 4girls thus far which i know it wasn't their bodies that turned me on .I can't count number of beautiful women I have lost ,some left me after they felt they weren't attracted to me
    Oftentimes I give up watching porn for a month sometimes two months but I find myself in the mess again.
    To cut the long story short,this year,I met a girl which I thought would be good for keeps but along the line the problem persisted when it was time to get down with her I felt really bad that I had to end the relationship in a furious manner.
    And then I finally resolved to stop watching porn and masturbation I began to pray also.By the grace of God I have stopped watching porn and mastutmastur now since early April this year and up till date I have not gone back to it
    Few weeks that I made the resolution I had a couple of wet dreams but now no more wet dreams but I do have morning wood practically every morning.
    However,right now, I don't know whether or not I have fully recovered from the inability to have erection when I see an unclad woman I don't know but I have made up my mind never to go back to the shit again and God been helping me.
    I just want to feel like every other men out there I want to have the same urge to having sex with a woman and never feel nervous or panic in the bedroom again.
    I am not in a relationship as I speak but I have a friend I met a couple of other days ago and I am considering getting intorelationship with her.
    How do I know I am fully rebooted please
     
  2. crookedboots

    crookedboots Fapstronaut

    I want to first say that I admire your perseverance and may god help me get to four months like you have. The fact that you've been getting morning wood is definitely a good sign of recovery. Four months is roughly 120 days. 120 - 150 days is when your biology starts to undo the harmful affects of porn. That being said, everyone is different. On the other hand, you are mentally rebooted, and the more you abstain the less porn will have a place in your brain, so keep going. With regards to being biologically rebooted (PIED etc.), if you're not cured of it, you're definitely so close. Trust that god will cure you and show you all the benefits of your sobriety when the time is right.

    That was my advice NoFap-wise. But to be real,

    Don't wait to live your life, chief. You'll spend your whole life waiting to start living. What I'm trying to say is, take a leap of faith and ask this girl out. You're so close to being fully recovered, if not already recovered. Take a chance now, because you might miss out on something special because of fear.
     
  3. Sighting

    Sighting Fapstronaut

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    Thanks a bunch
    thanks a bunch bro will take a leap of faith
     
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  4. Piter22

    Piter22 New Fapstronaut

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    very useful infirmation
     
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