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Depression is returning

Discussion in 'Loneliness' started by NF SINCE BIRTH, Aug 21, 2020.

  1. Aug 21, 2020 #1
    NF SINCE BIRTH

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    I am having an episode again. It started this morning. I stayed social last week, worked out etc but now im just depressed and no energy again. I lost so many friends the last couple of years. I am trying to build something new but regular depression attacks is holding me down. I also had a girl I liked before quarantine made it impossible for us to meet. Now it feels awkward to invite her on a date. I cant right now anyways. I havent seen her in several months so the spark we had is long gone unless we get the chance to try again. Social events at my uni is cancelled. This year has been a though one. I attempted suicide in january. It isnt that bad right now but depression just sneaks up on you. Got nothing going for me and I struggle to get started.
     
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  2. Aug 21, 2020 #2
    Pegasys

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    What kind of music do you listen to?
     
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  3. Aug 21, 2020 #3
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    What do you do when it feels like you can’t do anything?







    You do the best you can.
     
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  4. Aug 23, 2020 #4
    Get behind me Satan

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    Don't panic my friend, there is nothing wrong with you, just hunker down and let it pass. Don't do or try too much in the meantime otherwise you might just burn yourself our make yourself feel worse. A short time will heal you, I promise, then when you recover you'll be that much stronger.
     
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  5. Aug 23, 2020 #5
    Kaladin504

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    First off, are you seeing a professional about this? We are all here to support you, but seeing a therapist may be the best thing you can do, even if its by skype/phone.

    Maybe you could ask this girl if she's interested in talking over the phone or skype. I know its not the same, but it could work for now. I hope you feel better. Message me if you ever need someone to talk to. You will be in my prayers.
     
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  6. Aug 26, 2020 #6
    NF SINCE BIRTH

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    I am going to a specialist twice a week. I have been diagnosed with complex PTSD and shizoaffective disorder. I havent really been functioning in several years and I am tired of it.

    Pretty exhausting to never be able to plan anything. One day I am fine and the next day I am a wreck.

    And I think I have given up on the girl. She was sweet and all but I cant meet her until post pandemic which may be never.. She has a poor immune system due to medicines so she can die if she catches the virus.
     
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