[60-CHALLENGE] THE SIXTY DAYS CHALLENGE !

Day 14

 

Day 1/60 complete.

 

Day 14/60.

 

Day 2/60 complete.

 

Day 15/60.

 

Day 3/60 complete. Had a good day overall! Wanted to escape the boredom with entertainment but instead I went and played outside instead.

 

Day 16/60.

 

Day 4/60 complete. Had a good day overall! Mentally, I'm letting this girl go who I was obsessing over. Helping me so much that was killing me and I knew it but it's so hard to let go when you want it so bad.

On a side note, didn't sleep enough so today may be rough. We will see how it goes.

 

Day 17/60.

 

1/60.
I am an addict. Every day is a blessing. No matter how bad of day I am having, relapsing is not going to change my bad day. I have to stop nursing myself with porn. I have to let go of notions of control and just be. I am in control of my actions and that is it. Fuck porn. Fuck human trafficking, Fuck the manufacturors. Fuck youtube. Fuck social media. Those motherfuckers are destructive. I will not be broken. Those motherfuckers must be broken not my spirit, not my will. Those motherfuckers will break before I do. I will fall obviously, both those mother fuckers arent going to keep me down. I refuse to be remember as the person who lost everything because of this shit.

thanks im pat.

 

Thanks for sharing Pat!

Day 5/60 complete. Had a good day overall! I was just myself the majority of the time and it was good. I am recognizing that I need to address the fear of wanting to look good to others. No. Just be myself and they can like me or not. I don't want to act like a puppet anymore.

 

1/60

 

Day 18/60.

 

Day 6/60 complete. 10% of the way there. Had a wet dream accompanied with a dream I was watching porn. Freaked me out some, but I fought the orgasm back as I woke up and realized it was a dream so I think that was good. I remember I didn't pray as I fell asleep so I didn't turn my thoughts toward God in my going to bed.

 

2/60

 

Day 19/60.

 

Day 2/60!

Real objective: 2/INFINITE.

 

Day 7/60. Had a second wet dream. Two in two nights. It was super weird. I had basically two over the course of last night. One where I was edging where I clicked on a video and then tried to switch tabs where I kind of saw some porn. And the second was more of a sex dream. I can't quite remember.

 

Days 15,16,17,18,19 and 20 done
Day 21 almost

 

Day 20/60.