Fourteen Steps Challenge

relapsed again ,, last day was that horrible t can't tell you ,,, i woke up at 5 am and after meditating and workout , i prepared my breakfast and got to study ,, but i was not in the mood of study as i was yawning and not able to concentrate and eventually i slept at 9 am again ,, due to this uneven sleep ,, i missed my chemistry class ,, and after waking up , i was not productive , i was just struggling yesterday in terms of focusing ,, then i ruined my physics class by not concentrating on that for last 40 minutes as my mind was wondering off ,, this same happened with biology also in night and i was really demotivated from inside but from outside i was happy as my brain knew that he will get what he wanted in that hard time ,, after messing up my day ,, i literally had nothing productive to do and started surfing on youtube and then after few minutes i MOed ,, it doesn't matter , i watched porn or not ,, what matters is that relapse ,, my brain is still supporting me and telling me to write that i didn't watched porn so i am bit safe , but i don't think so ,, man starting with day 0 again ,, man how to say , i don't know ,, like this time i don't wanna make any mistake any so i am starting again with my web and youtube journal ,, i will track my every activity and will summarize it in night

 

2/4
Steps: 3
Relapsed: 0

Come on folks one step at a time, let's get rid of this fucking fucking addiction.

 

Day ☝️
Steps 4
Resets 4

 

This is a great idea. Short milestones, never too long until the next success

I am currently on day 0, will be day 1 in an hour or so. I'm going to continue my current streak into this challenge as couldn't see anything saying not to in the intro...

Cheers for starting this @The Great Safecracker

 

I liked your attachment, bro. You do know you can be who you always wanted to be, right? Well intellectually, yeah, but on a deep, unconscious level, not really, no...

That's my why - so I'm free to be who I've always wanted to be.

 

Cheers buddy. I'm wishing you the best too.

And right yeah I see, if you don't start this challenge on day 0 of your streak then the level doesn't reveal anything but itself. Nice.

 

1/1 complete
Reward: stay up for motd tonight.

On to Step 2.
1/2.
Why: so I'm free to be who I've always wanted to be.

 

3/4
Steps: 3
Relapsed: 0

 

Check in!

 

1/2 complete

Why: so I'm free to be who I've always wanted to be.

 

4/4
Steps: 4
Relapsed: 0

 

Step 3 day 1,I will complete this step for sure even tho I have some urges,but nothing like that can currently make me fail.Think positive and stay strong!

 

2/2 complete
Reward: continue reading Do androids dream of electric sheep?.
EDIT: Reward: Chinese food!!!

On to Step 3.
1/3.
Why: so I'm free to be who I've always wanted to be.

 

I'm not sure if I'll be checking in daily, every 2 days or 3 days, but I will be honest always with my progress.

Day: 1
Steps: 4 (+1/5)
Resets: 5

 

1/5
Steps: 4
Relapsed: 0

 

Step 3 day 2,ran into some models or whatever on instagram,that shook me for a minute but got my shit together.Its too pointless..to destroy your life for some short dopamine boost even if you know how bad it is and how sorry you will be,not today bitch!

 

Day 2
Steps 4 & 2/5
Resets 5

 

Cheers for the proposals. That 'why' especially I find helpful.
Hope you're well, brother.