Watched porn to build some tolerance

Guys ive been so sensitive lately to women, everytime i came into contact with them my heart was racing and the desire was so intense that i would get stomach butterflies. Today i decided to watch porn with my own will and i think it worked, im no longer so aroused by women.

I endured that desire and lust of porn to make myself stronger. Now if this is a relapse or not i dont really care im just here to share what happened. I dont suggest trying this cuz im telling you the desire was so intense that i almost came without even touching my dick.

 

Update: dont try this shit the urge i had was fuckin torture, i felt like i was going mad but the only thing that kept me from releasing was the fact that i knew if i release again im a goner

 

Risky. But good on you for resisting!

 

Touch your organs will always lead to accidental ejaqulation