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My rebooting experience

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by Lilbase, Sep 18, 2020.

  1. Lilbase

    Lilbase Fapstronaut

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    I started masturbating at the age of 12, I was not having any issue as I never knew the dangers and I'm not feeling any side effect, I could even go months without masturbating. Not until I was 18yrs and I discovered I could masturbate with pornographic videos my yrs of hell began, I could not control my masturbation behavior as any time I close my eyes I see naked ppl having sex in my head, I couldn't even see a female journalist without masturbating to it. I lacked appetite of eating and was so anti-social, fatigue, depressed, I thought I could just stop watching porn&masturbating but couldn't, then I realized I was addicted. I'm 23yrs old today and I have been fighting this addiction for the past 4yrs but mostly relapse after some weeks. My brain reset d 1st 14days I went without masturbating & watching porn I was so confident and urge free I swr to remain virgin till I get married lol, I have ones gone 45days without masturbating and watching porn and I notice a very huge improvement. But the day I relapse and watched porn without even masturbating all my symptoms came back I felt like dyeing. Lately my friend introduced me to visiting sex workers, cause I told him of what I'm facing, I have gone 40days NW without watching porn, I mostly have sex every 12days NW I'm feeling better, No more stomach pain, my appetite have increased, No more shaking of the body and those neurons that was wired to porn in my body are beginning to die off, even when I have any feeling that I need to have sex is because of the slight view of sexy image I see on WhatsApp statuses, NW I know I was not even addicted to masturbation but porn, NW I mostly see my self in my dream craving for porn immediately I want to download it I will wake up, I feel pressure in my head, most times I will just hear sounds of porn video in my dream immediately I want to watch it I would wake up, when I started this journey of rebooting I usually dream of watching porn full time for weeks but NW it's just craving of it in dreams, I feel my brain is recovering, when I have sex d pressure in my brain will reduce, my appetite will increase all my body will just strt Functioning properly. NW I know porn is the main issue, never had sex in my life not until my friend introduced me to sex workers and I started this rebooting process, I feel guilty when having sex with prostitutes because of this porn addiction struggle but I will do anything to quit porn addiction, can't wait for my brain to reboot completely to return to normal life. What's your say on this?
     
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    Lilbase Fapstronaut

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  3. zombieslayer

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    Find something in your life to replace porn. Sounds like you’re obsessed with it. You need to explore different things in life to find what you feel passionate about, so that you can direct all of your focus toward it.

    Don’t reply with more complaining about how you can’t stop thinking about it. We know. Go and take action. Explore life! Expose yourself to a variety of different situations!!
     

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