Confessions of a Japanese Ex-Porn Star

How long since she stopped? I think it's easier to own the sense of regret the further you get from something.

 

This is the testimony of Randy Spear

 

Interesting she would say “I felt guilty and cry” then turn around and say “No regrets”.

I wonder if she fears someone watching the interview who might make her regret saying the wrong thing.

I’ve heard many ex-actresses interviews and it’s interesting hearing how harsh things can be.

Thanks for the post. Hope I can figure out how to get it to work on my end.

 

This is hilarious, every single male I know have wondered, maybe just leave it at that, but wondered, hei, Is not actual sex like freestyle and natural, but those guys are getting paid for getting ass at the end of the day, obviously is paid, is controlled, come with his downsides, sure, but still... I certainly wondered about it as teen, and I don't know of a single male that hasn't.

Same goes for women, but the slut tag is a real deal for them and is like a trap an a career they cannot just leave behind.

Get real you people.

I'm not saying is a good thing, i'm not saying is a bad thing, porn exist due to demand, perhaps almost certainly, it shouldn't exist, but hey, same for so many things in life.

Just get real with all those "regret" histories, the guy on the video above was conflicted due to his religious views, that's all...

 

so true very well written

True, you forgot one thing the only reason they go into the "ex" status is when even the most deranged person would not pay them to take off there cloths or watch them have sex or becuse the have so much diseases they cannot be hired LMAO

 

Lol nice conspiracy theory bro. You talk about the porn industry like alt-right websites talk about Jews.

 

How is working in the porn industry "all goodies"? Do you think it's all just fun and games to be a sex worker? Like getting free money?

 

Play the world's smallest violin. This chick doesn't regret doing porn (why would she, she was in the top income bracket and is a multimillionaire by now) so I don't know why it's being discussed but whatever.

The pornstar regret is not the Oppenheimer regret, it's the Lewinsky regret. They regret harm to their reputation, not the harm their 'product' caused to those exposed to it.

Also, lol at 'sex work'. Like 'lgbt', it is a psyop aiming to convince the listener that this bussines-sounding sterilized word represents something already accepted by society.

 

I do feel some compassion to less physically gifted women who get to shoot one or two ugly fetish things and then they're not wanted anymore.

The gorgeous women who make bank and after their retirement go on a sob story tour about how their feelings were hurt (meanwhile 99% of people suffer much worse in their lives) make me fucking sick.

 

It’s well known that the Yakuza is deeply involved in the Japanese Porn Industry. That’s why I was wondering. That’s why I brought up the conspiracy theory.

We have no issues between us and I hope it stays that way. I was asking an honest question based on what I know about Japan being part Japanese. There was no need for the slight.

This will be my last post on this thread.

 

It makes you sick that porn stars don't suffer enough? I'm not following

 

hahaha so true when these women dont find a rich dude or no one will have them any more because they are a mess and look like shit, they play the victim. Just as stripers and high end escorts do . The main theme is these women refuse to except RESPONSIBLITY FOR THEMSELVES blame is there game .

 

What?? Okay, I'll try to explain without being too condescending. With a bedtime story!

Once upon a time there were twin sisters, A and B. They were 18 years old and very attractive.

A decides to exploit her looks to the max. She knows there are negative aspects to her personally to being a pornstar and an escort but she weighs them in her head against the monetary gain and sees that it's more than worth it.

B thinks about her parents, children who might inadvertently watch the stuff ... decides that no amount of money is enough for her to harm other people and refuses to take the easy path. She becomes a hospital nurse.

Years pass and the women's good looks fade. A is not 'popular' anymore and so she quits her 'job'. She has now amassed enough resources never to have to work in her life anymore (not like she ever did).

There's only one thing that bothers her: people look down on her. Porn was good enough for A back then but now when she can't milk it anymore she has no use for the 'industry' she profited off of so much.

So A decides to go on TV where she tells the host with tears in her eyes about how she never really wanted to do it, how they exploited her and how she's a poor victim who basically has no responsibility whatsoever for her own actions.

Meanwhile B watches the show on a TV in her modest appartment. She has just returned from a stressful 12-hour shift. While her sister was busy contributing nothing to society, B spent her time saving people's lives and caring for her family.

The show ends with a long standing ovation in the studio. What a brave and good woman A is! Her story fills magazines, message boards, social media. B's young daughter decides to follow her celebrated aunt's footsteps.

The End.

 

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#metoo is the same story. Very happy to sleep with a producer for a role. When it doesn't work anymore it's time to get woke and blow the whistle as if she did not prop up the system by her willing participation. And she gets away with it...

 

I don't think that's all that metoo did.

 

Metoo is bad for all real rape victims. It's also bad for every single heterosexual male as it can ruin any hetero male's life. Even if you have never met the woman. That's all it did.

 

You forgot the part where she’s molested, raped or abused at some point in her life, which is usually a mitigating factor in sex work.

Y’all got some serious hate for these women. Hate the game, not the playa.

 

Let's flip your judgment about the pornstar.

All of us here on nofap only regret the damage done by porn to our brains, but we don't regret supporting an industry that feeds sex trafficking and the exploitation and abuse of these women (and men); we regret the dysfunction of our sexual organs from over-indulging in pmo, but we don't regret the growing influence of these pornographers with our clicks views and ad revenue so they can pull in even more viewers.
We as former porn addix regret the damage done to our brains and bodies, not the damage done by buying the product so the producers can turn around and cause more damage to the health of others.
Then apply that logic to every former alcoholic, nicotine addict, drug addict- the list goes on.

You see when you flip it– it sounds like we're all in the same boat, yeah? This reminds me of the time the pharisees presented a prostitute to jesus and he said, "let him who is without sin cast the first stone."

Let people have their regrets and give them the grace to grow...
@StarRider are you willing to tell people that they're fake and they weren't really trying to accomplish nofap when they relapse? That they're not ex-porn addicts, just porn addicts on hiatus? Or do you give them the grace to strive for better that you refuse to give this young woman?

I regret being exposed to pornography at the age of six years old. I regret going back and watching at 10. Do I take accountability? Hell yes. But let's be real- what wisdom and foresight does a child know to be able to take absolute accountability for watching pornography?
Ghost, how can I say I could've been like Sister B in your example and have just "remained abstinent and thought about my future", when that kind of information was not and still is not available?

I don't agree with @FellatiousD on everything, but he's has the right sentiments here. It's not fun and games. If a majority of these girls knew better, they would do better; if any of us knew better– about the pain and suffering porn would do to us in the long run– we would've done better.