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Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by Rojas202, Jun 22, 2020.

  1. Rojas202

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    Day was okay. I felt depressed though. But I'm okay now.
    Not anime pics until day 11.
     
  2. Rojas202

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    I just watched hentai. I did not masturbate or something, but I wonder why, why I did it!? I was there standing in front of a screen wondering why. I wasn't even excited. I do not understand my actions. What's the point of doing that and not masturbating? I wonder why I keep going those sites even though I know I won't masturbate...

    No anime pics till' I reach day 11.
     
  3. Rojas202

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    I will never give up!!!

    If I do not reach 11 days, I'll tell everybody about this!!!

    Just watch me!
     
    Last edited: Jul 7, 2020
  4. Rojas202

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    Day 1 achieved. Moving to reach day 2 tomorrow. After having failed so many times I'm here again to face PMO.
    I'm still keeping my promise. If I do not reach day 11, I'll tell everybody (friends, family, mates of any kind, etc) about my situation with PMO. I won't mask this If I failed again.

    Just watch me!
     
    Last edited: Jul 7, 2020
  5. Rojas202

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    Day 2 check-in:

    The day was great except from one thing, I followed a girl body with my eyes; I feel bad. Today there were not urges and things like that. I spent part of the afternoon doing assignments and then got some fresh air at the gallery (the front part of the house) with my family. Day 2 achieved!

    Just watch me!
     
  6. Rojas202

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    Not, I did not masturbate or, essentially, watched porn. The thing is I was in this manga app scrolling the screen down to see If I could find a manga to read. To be honest I was not there for it. I know it was my habit of going there and waste my time reading comments and things like that. Okay, the thing is, I found an interesting manga in which, even though it was a parody of things that normally happen in the sexual anime world (nothing bad, but tempting), the drawing was similar to doujinshis and hentai; I mean the expressions. I liked the author's designs and with his name I went to Google Images and searched for more pics (Nothing bad, but tempting). That led me to a reddit post with a link that led me to a page with some samples of another work of the author. While there, my mind was the whole time telling to me to "cut it out, nothing good will come out of it". And yes, It was so. Suddenly, a pic of a naked anime girl appeared! and the other and other and other until I stopped...
    What will I do now? Reset... Uh, ...? And the promise?
    Well, here's where the solution enter.
    My promise has a "weak point". I did not stablish what determine if l have lost. I know it seems dishonest. But it's hilarious having to tell people about this just because I saw a drawing XD

    I will reset, and I will stablish a criteria for my promise. We can say I was saved by the bell.

    This path it's hard, but I'm better than yesterday.I It's been a month since I masturbated and since I, essentially, watched what we normally know as porn. I think hentai and doujinshi are the things I have to deal with.

    Just watch me!

    Plot twist: I think I just want to reach a perfect count. (90 days). I'm more worried about this than PMO.
     
  7. Rojas202

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    Oh God, has Mercy to me :(
     
  8. ElderStatesman

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    Hey, I love this thread. Get the feeling I’m older than the average here. (73...a little, maybe?)

    You guys give me hope. I’ve got a bad history, but I know I’m not alone.

    Day 2 is Done
    One Day at a Time
     
  9. Rojas202

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    Thanks man! I'm on day 2 now. One day at a time.
    I will start posting again tomorrow!
     
  10. Rojas202

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    Day 0 check-in:

    It's been a long time since I logged in.
    It's a shame I'm still in day 0, but it's okay... If it were easy then nobody would be here. I'm back guys and I will need your back up. I'm count on you, so give me all your support...

    I know no one expects much from me! And I know better than anyone how useless a C Class hero (fapper) is! I know I’m too weak even for B Class! I know more than anyone else that I’ll never beat you! But I must fight you (pornography) anyway! I’m the only one left! It’s not about winning or losing! I just have to stand here and face you!
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    Do you think is the end after relapsing? No! Come and join me in this thread and see that it's not the end yet!
     
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  11. Jarad999

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    You got this bro! Although you relapsed multible times or even binged, you still have that purpose of why you wanted to PMO.

    Don't give up!
     
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  12. Rojas202

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    I've reached day 1! It's fantastic! I seldom reached day 1 in previous weeks, so this achievement makes me smile quite a bit.
    I must recognize is almost always easy to reach day 1 though, and we're not out of the woods yet.
    Today I spent my day reading, learning French, doing some math, etc...

    Some thoughts: I know you're thinking there's no way you can get free from this. But let me tell you something... “Like I always say, can’t find a door? Make your own.”
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  13. Rojas202

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    Thanks man! I really appreciate this!
     
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    You can do it, you have the power, you are in control.
     
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  15. Rojas202

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    Thanks for the support!
     
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  16. Rojas202

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    Day 2 check-in:

    Yeah, it's day 2! And going stronger! Before day 0 I was like wandering around, but now, I feel like there's a purpose on this.
    Day was great! I did laundry, studied languages and did some math again. There's one bad thing though, I felt a little down, I have no clue why, maybe that's the way my brain is asking me for porn. Any way... This day is done... Not out the woods yet, but I'm one step closer.

    I won't be posting more pics until I reach day 10.
    See you soon guys and keep strong!
     
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  17. Jarad999

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    I'm gonna be here bro as your support!

    Good job staying busy for the rest of the day, staying busy all the time doesn't think about PMO, that's why don't let boredom consume you. Our brain is trying it's best to get us back to PMO because of so much dopamine being released, now we can't give that in. PMO is ruining thousands and hundreds of people all around the world. You and me are apart of that.

    Sometimes you can't listen to your brain and you have to go with your gut.
     
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  18. Rojas202

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    One step closer guys. I was busy the whole day; classes, doing dishes, got my hair cut, languages (English and French), math, etc... I spent some time with my relatives until I went home and did a variety of things. This day is done!

    Keep strong guys!
     
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  19. Rojas202

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    I really appreciate this man! Do you have a thread? I want to assist you as well.
     
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  20. Jarad999

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    Nah man, i'm not into making threads yet!

    Nice, good job being busy again! Lol.

    If you have a talent/skill at something, it's best to notch up that. If your into anime, you can draw a picture a specific character you like let's you love Deku from Boku No Hero, you can draw that and because drawing takes time, you could make a schedule of which time through out the day for you to draw that painting bit by bit(this is just an example though lol).

    Keep improving bro, i'll be your support.
     

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