The START 2021 STRONGER Challenge [CLOSED]

Stay in touch here. Know there is lots of support from the challenge group to keep you on track. What is your plan?

 

I have tried in the past to continue being intimate with the wife and just cutting out PM but I only lasted a week. I didn't really make a commitment to myself though. My wife and I are separating but I have been staying with her and I felt like I was using her for sex. So that's why I've gone hard mode. All the best keeping that chaser effect at bay. I'm glad you can enjoy the good times with your wife.

 

Sorry to hear about your separation. My wife left me a while ago but we are trying to rebuild. It's difficult and inconsistent. Right now it's bad after we've had a spell of getting along.

 

Day 11 - work sucks, everything with the wife is horrible (also wondering if it is worth the effort), life overall seems pointless. I've picked up the phone 3 times in the last hour to start looking at P, but put it down. So at least I've got that going for me. In this moment, staying clean is about the only thing I am finding any meaning in, so I better stay with the program.

 

Day 3. Going strong!

 

Still on day 3, but my wife and daughter just left to go to the doctor, so I am at home by myself. This would normally be prime time for at least an hour long porn binge, probably starting in the instagram funnel. I am checking in here to send a message to myself that I am taking it seriously. I will not look at porn!

 

I am in and on, still going strong.

Not only am I not sexting, I also not hit any random girl or any girl up for a chat. No procrastination amigos, none! We are being stoic from now on.

 

Day 6. The urges are really strong today after accidentally seeing something slightly nsfw, but I’m gonna try my best.

Edit: Ended up relapsing. Still happy about hitting 6 days though. I think it was a bad idea to come on here before the urges went away as thinking about not masturbating usually leads to wanting to masturbate, for me anyways. But also i need to be more vigilant of what I come across on social media to reduce peeking, accidental or otherwise.

 

54 Days

 

I wanna learn and master Krav Maga. I just started! Before i used to practize Muay Thai. Now I am not as slimmed down as then, and have some excess weight even though I still have a pretty smoking body.

So: with this being said - let's get started. Made it a goal to reach tomorrow: practise some basic Krav maga at home. Come monday I will be a Killing machine

 

I relapsed I’ll be honest I’m having a really bad week I am relapsed at 21 days then I relapsed a few more days and I also got a concussion this week but I need to snap out of it I can’t be this weak even if I can’t do what I normally do to fight off the urges there are other things I can do to fight this no more weaknesses not from me I’ll beat this thing I’ll beat my 83 day streak as well I won’t give up give me my mark I’m ready to go again this time for real I have something to prove to myself

 

I am with you on taking this seriously to not look at porn. Sometimes, just making a decision to yourself about your next steps can be quite powerful.