The Lord of the Rings Challenge

Day 18 I am on the run folks



Buckleberry Ferry

 

One day clean again. Last Monday I talked about my porn addiction to my church small group. I feel a lot better about myself because of it. They were all very accepting of it. It was absolutely terrifying to do in the moment and I felt good afterwords. I have decided to try to learn to play guitar and even though I am absolutely terrible at playing it right now. It is actually really fun to do something that requires dexterity.

 

Day 42 and all is well.

 

Day 50

For the first time I am a dwarf! and all thanks to you estimated friends.

 

@RiseToGreatness
Day 54 check in
I'm a Dwarf now.
May you please update my rank in list.

 

Latest update: Day 75 - Faced difficulties walking through the winding paths of Emyn Muil. A fallen brother named Gollum offered help and guidance. He doesn´t seem reliable but he knows the way out of the maze

 

Congratulations!!

 

Day 156. @Alex_Al this is exciting! I had hoped you hadn't left the forum before finishing the last sprint! It will be encouraging to us all to see someone at the top of the list.

 

Day 3!

 

day 6: an Urak-Hai again! @RiseToGreatness Last time i made it to a hobbit. So hopefully i will get there this time too.

 

Day 7!

 

Day 7.

An Uruk-Hai I´m now.

 

Check in day 27.
Going to bed early tonight. 1st night in the campervan.

 

Day 117

 

2 days. Feeling really tired today despite having good sleep. Hoping the brain fog clears soon.

 

Day 17.
Is it normal to have two wet dreams in a week?

 

Day 2
Feeling really depressed as hell yet happy I hope I will make a good streak this time..
Guys and girls be careful while using nofap.
Always use it on incognito mode if you don't want anyone know about your PMO history..
Sometimes I forget to use incognito and delete my history but that is something you should avoid..
If you are not comfortable with people knowing that you are an addict
I just read about a brother whose wife found out about his addiction..
That is why this though popped in..

It is good to share your struggles with your SO but most of the times people don't understand and people can't put themselves in our shoes and see our perspective..
So stay safe..

Anyways today I was feeling very depressed..
Problems in my personal life are healing..
No emotional triggers.
I am talking break from all toxicity - friends, uni mates, etc etc..
My health and well being comes first.
I am feeling internally very happy
It is just this addicting thing bringing me down...
I dream if reaching 30 days and writing about a success story..
My my dopamine =motivation, drive is messed up..
I cannot even write a tweet..
Earlier I used to be so active on twitter with deep intellectual debates etc..
Right now I seemed to loose enthusiasm and drive for everything..
And this isnt internal problem it is this dopamine thing. Messing up..
Hopefully will be more active from tomarrow