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SUFFER WITH NOFAP JOURNEY (17years of watching porn)

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by MovingOnFromThePast, Sep 29, 2020.

  1. MovingOnFromThePast

    MovingOnFromThePast Fapstronaut

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    Heres a long story short. Been an addict. Failed with NOFAP many times. blah blah blah. You read many of these type of sad bullshit stories.

    I honestly know the pain and suffering by watching porn and fapping. I do not know how the suffering is like by not watching porn and not fapping. Both ways ima suffer but only one can lead to greatness.


    DAY2: Here we go guys, 17 years of wasted time starts here with SUFFER WITH NOFAP JOURNEY. To tell you the truth i could fail tomorrow. But in this present moment of eternity, im beating porn at the moment. Follow me and watch me suffer with nofap.
     
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  2. MovingOnFromThePast

    MovingOnFromThePast Fapstronaut

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    Day3: If you are reading this, maybe tomorrow i will fail, but as of now im still winning.


    (Harsh reality on why myself or many others on nofap will never quit porn.)
     
  3. MovingOnFromThePast

    MovingOnFromThePast Fapstronaut

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    DAY 4: i could fail tomorrow but right now im still winning again.

    Gym:
    3x10 squats, 35 pull ups, 3x10 flat dumbbell presses, 3x10 incline dumbbell presses, 3x20 shoulder raises, 3x15 shoulder shrugs, 3x10 dumbbell preacher curls, 3x15 dumbbell tricep raises.

    Reading Books:
    Cant Hurt Me - by david goggins - completed
    Rich Dad Poor Dad - by Robert Kiyosaki - completed
    The Richest Man in Babylon - by George S Clason - completed
    The Dip - by Seth Godin - reading

    Hobbies:
    Archery - 45min of practice

    To-do list:
    Need to schedule for a doctor appointment.
    Need to schedule for a dentist appointment.
    Pay off credit card
    Wash Car
    Clean up my room
     
  4. MovingOnFromThePast

    MovingOnFromThePast Fapstronaut

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    DAY 5: blessed to be winning, but I can fail tomorrow.

    Workout:
    3x10 squat, 3x10 leg press, 3x10 calve raises, 3x10 cable chest flies, 3x10 decline cable chest flies, 50 push up, 3x12 lat pull downs.

    To-do list:
    Need to schedule for a doctor appointment.
    Need to schedule for a dentist appointment.
    Pay off credit card
    Wash Car
    Clean up my room
     
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  5. MovingOnFromThePast

    MovingOnFromThePast Fapstronaut

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    Day 6: ALMOST A WEEK OF NO PMO, lets go!!!! If you are reading this, you may fail tomorrow but remember how it feels to be free.
     
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  6. Jarad999

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    Excellent work!

    Your words are true, because we don't know what will happen so we must celebrate the present day.

    Good job reaching 6 days abstaining!
    I've been reading your past posts during your journey and i see you are progressing well.

    Keep this up, mate.
     
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  7. MovingOnFromThePast

    MovingOnFromThePast Fapstronaut

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    haha whats crazy is that im writing to myself for accountability. I appreciate your comment! I would say goodluck to you and everyone on this site, but sadly i dont believe in luck. We dont win on NOFAP by luck, we win by becoming disciplined.
     
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  8. MovingOnFromThePast

    MovingOnFromThePast Fapstronaut

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    DAY 7: Tomorrow i do not know if i will fail but for the past 7 days i've been disciplined enough to not masturbate.

    Why do I choose to NOFAP: You will always remember the lost times with your ex girlfriend and the eyes of disappointment when you had to tell her the truth. The truth is now the past but it's the constant reminder when you wake up and sleep with every single day, even when its still more than 3 years later. Time truly moves fast as you get older and as you are alone and take a look back at life as a whole, its truly a sad story of an innocent child that grew up into an adult that became a villain in his own life story. I will change and become the hero.

    Remember the cycle because it will always be the same; SHAME GUILT and REGRET.






    Workout:
    32pull ups, 3x10 lat pull down, 3x10 rows, 5x5 dips, 3x10 assisted dips, 3x10 cable flys , 3x10 dumbell press


    To-do list:
    Need to schedule for a doctor appointment.
    Need to schedule for a dentist appointment.
    Pay off credit card
    Wash Car
    Clean up my room
     
    Last edited: Oct 4, 2020
  9. MovingOnFromThePast

    MovingOnFromThePast Fapstronaut

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    DAY 8: Today is another day of being disciplined.



    Workout:
    60Push ups, 32 Pull ups, 30 dips
     
  10. skull67

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    Hi fellow brother...what is your age...and at what age did you start watching porn?
     

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