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Day-48 of streak. But something happened on day 47

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by Deleted Account, Oct 4, 2020.

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  1. Oct 4, 2020 #1
    Deleted Account

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    Hi everyone,
    I hope you all be doing well.
    I'm on day 48 of my streak of no pmo.
    Yesterday, I went to see a transgender for my research paper on transgender. In past, I had a transwoman fetish, i used to watch transwoman porn, but that was in the past.
    After, I did her interview, she and I had casual talks, but soon after she said she have headache and she slept on my lap, and started touching me. I touched her back to make her sleep, but eventually unconsciously I kissed her, and after kissing she tried to touch penis but I stopped and said no.
    Though I'm not attracted to transgender real life but yesterday I kissed her.
    How to stop this in future, please! Help.
     
    Deleted Account, Oct 4, 2020
    Deleted Account, Oct 4, 2020
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  2. Oct 4, 2020 #2
    Journeyman85

    Journeyman85 Fapstronaut

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    Congratulations on your streak and doing so well. 48 days is a great achievement! Reading you post is seems that seeing as you have previously been engaged with transwoman porn it seems that you are putting yourself in a positions that has the potential to trigger you. I guess you need to question yourself in what the reason for her wanting to lie in your lap was did you not consider this to be a risk as this happened. Stay strong and don’t let your mind take over. I have started listening to ‘breaking the cycle’ by George Collins, if you haven’t read/listened to this it might help with the struggles with your mind. Remember you are not our mind, and your addition doesn’t divine you. Good luck.
     
    Journeyman85, Oct 4, 2020
    Journeyman85, Oct 4, 2020
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  3. Oct 4, 2020 #3
    Deleted Account

    Deleted Account Guest

    @Journeyman85 Thank you so much bro.
    I'll surely listen to it.
     
    Deleted Account, Oct 4, 2020
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