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120 days off the sissy stuff, still a struggle...

Discussion in 'Porn Addiction' started by tom1990, Oct 4, 2020.

  1. Oct 4, 2020 #1
    tom1990

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    Hi guys

    I'm 120 days no MO, and with a couple of very brief relapses of P. All this time off and I'm more addicted than ever. The 90 day thing is nonsense as far as my own brain is concerned.

    I think the problem is that this isn't like alcohol or drug addiction. Unlike with those, you CANNOT AVOID being triggered with this stuff. Hell, all I have to do is close my eyes and I can see the content playing. You know what I mean? It makes this very frustrating.

    The sissy hypno content has implanted visual/verbal triggers in us and unless we frankly avoid ALL HUMANS, we are frequently going to be triggered. And people seem to advise against the hypno reset files lest they have the adverse effect, so we're kind of stuck. We just have to avoid P forever (which is actually the easier part) and "hope" it lessens over time. Which mine hasn't at all in four months.

    Sorry for the negative post - this is just really depressing. Especially when I'm in an ordinary social situation and I get massively triggered, followed by intense dizziness/brain fog/arousal, etc for the rest of the day........ Often hard to see a way out.
     
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  2. Oct 5, 2020 #2
    Candun

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    I know how you feel. It can definitely be discouraging sometimes, but you WILL eventually get better. I don't know your exact story but especially if you've been addicted for years, it takes time. The only option is to make the best of your time and be patient.
     
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  3. Oct 5, 2020 #3
    Little Prince

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    I'll write my own experience but you might want to wait for other opinions before you do what I did.

    I couldn't stop thinking about getting a dick despite being straight. I tried noPMO but because I couldn't stop fantasising about it things got a lot worse. Eventually I decided that I struggled enough with noPMO, trying to figure myself out, porn addiction, reading about it, etc so I just stopped watching porn but continued to masturbate. What this did is allowed me to stop fantasising. After just 2 weeks I no longer want to be with a man but I still kinda want to be with a trans woman but still, amazing progress. I did not expect it to be this fast considering that before this I struggled with noPMO for a few years. With the usual reset, failing, binge, etc.

    I have no intention of ever watching porn again and it's not a struggle. I'm getting a lot better every few days, it's not a linear progress, but I'm so much better I don't intend to quit masturbating. I was not addicted to masturbating, I know others are.

    I started to feel what overstimulates my mind, as in, makes it produce too much dopamine and I have quit video games, memes, video compilations, reduced the amount of music I listen to, etc. I'm starting to be able to think. I know it sounds dumb but in the past my mind was stuck with the same thoughts.

    You could instead continue doing noPMO but reduce electronic device usage, except work and study, and see how that goes.
     
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  4. Oct 5, 2020 #4
    skylark

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    I am doing the same. I only use YouTube now to watch short films/segments about nature. I avoid music which overstimulates me.

    The thing with sissy hypno is it uses images of women or attractive transwomen to get us to focus on the male member because we're not gay and gay porn would turn us off. It's illusory. It's all fake and fantasy.
     
    skylark, Oct 5, 2020
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