Starting a new chapter of my life

Tomorrow will be my first class after a long while.. I’ve been thinking to make this reason as my motivator to leave all of this things. I just relapsed today and it really made me demotivated.. the feeling to give up had became stronger and stronger every single day.. before this I’ve been able to leave P for months. But due to loneliness and boredness, I’ve relapsed this few days.. starting from just wanna have some chat and end up watching P

I admit that this really ruin my mood but I still believe in myself that I can leave all this sort of things. The main target for me as for now is to graduate from university with a very good results. I really hope that this can be my biggest motivator since by leaving all of this, I can focus more on my studies and have much more time to do everything related to studies. Besides I know that by doing M will make me feels tired and of course will ruin my mood for the whole day.. It doesn’t help me with a single thing other than it just make things worst

i wrote this as a reminder to myself whenever I have the urges.. if there’s anyone who are willling to give me some advice or anything that can help me go through this, I would be so happy to receive it : )

Thank you for willing to read it till the end and wishing you all the best Have a nice day

 

Such a very nice advice.. thank you so much for willing to give me the this very supportive advice.. every single word of yours did motivate me to quit pmo during my studies.. your stories also give me the spirit to keep on fighting to quit from my addiction ; ) I really appreciate that and yepp I don’t want to waste my youth years by doing pmo.. I’ve missed a lot of time during it as well so I want to enjoy the balance of my youth years doing all sorts of things that could give me the most memorable moments in my life.. As for you, enjoy your life and make all of the things that you regret as your motivator to free yourself from pmo : ) and just enjoy your life.. the regretfulness that you have in yourself can be the biggest reason for you to quit pmo and I believe that you’ve successfully done it since your counter show that u have done it more than 500 days.. keep going brother