Nofap BOOTCAMP ; NO PMO/ HELL Mode [Open]

https://nofap.com/faq/does-a-relapse-erase-your-porn-addiction-recovery-progress/

Right. But just remember while you're relapsing, others are rewiring and reconnecting.

 

Day 46 hell mode checking in.
Flatline is here.

 

Checking in back to day 1 after a longer than normal streak.

After time in prayer about it and the divulging of my counted days in hell mode I have decided that my posts in this thread will have to be reeled in to less frequency.

I will be involved in other threads including Athens Academy and Counting 3 Wins.

 

I am late to my party

Safely returned from deployment, admiring my new medal and keeping up the abstinence. And I accept my new mission to mentor new recruits

 

How can you be late, if you're the party?

 

Checking for hell mode day 47
Mood is still low, but I am getting better.
Day by day flatline will pass

 

Day 48 checking
Reporting a completed duty
Proud of it.

 

Day 15 check ☑ in

 

Day 96

Been procrastinating a lot since returning from deployment. Trying to get back into it and doing a small class from Bloom probably. They have a few 30 min ones that include small written assignments.

 

Day 49 hell mode checking in

 

50 hell mode checking
Some bad news, that will not stop me.

 

Been binging hard lately and procrastinating life responsibilities. The porn is really getting to me. It’s draining my energy which sends me to bed earlier, which is where I pmo. So I end up just sitting in bed for half the day periodically pmoing, it’s sad stuff. I’m gonna try and see if I can block myself out of pornographic stuff on iOS although last time I tried it, it was too easy to work around.

 

All designated units, namaste. I say again, namaste.

 

51 checking

 

52 days hell mode checking in

 

Made it to 100!

Had a packed weekend and actually got some stuff done. Went for a walk yesterday.

 

Relapsed again after two days. Got weak and let myself slip. It makes sense though, my stress levels have been higher than usual, but i need a healthier cope.

 

53 hell mode checking

 

54 hell mode

 

102 Days reporting.

Urges manageable. Reading great Christian books.