Just Joined NoFap

Hey, I just joined nofap and I'm going to try the hard version of the PMO reboot. I'm not really sure if this is where I'm supposed to go to talk about this stuff (as I'm new to this) so I'm really sorry if this is the wrong place. Anyway... I guess I should start by giving some background. So I started watching porn when I was 13, really just thought it was normal and everybody did it (even though there is actually more people than you would think who don't watch it). As I got older I started to watch more hardcore content that I don't think is normal at all with all kinds of strange fetishes and degrading content that I know most people (especially women) would find offensive and disgusting. Honestly I'm just disgusted with myself, I know that real sex is way better than fake artificial (and abusive) digital content and that real women are amazing people that have emotions and feelings and are not just sex objects (Quick side comment - As a man I would just like to say that if you are a woman who is feeling self conscious about your body image because of porn, just know that no matter how you look or who you are, you are so much more beautiful than any of the models you see in porn. You are a real person with real thoughts and feelings, with a personality that nobody else in the entire world has. That is what makes you beautiful, and that is something that porn will never give anyone). So anyway... I decided that I'm sick of it and so I'm making the commitment to stop for good. I know the PMO reboot is supposed to be for 90 days so that's what I'm shooting for. I know its extremely hard but I still feel as though I can get through it because I've always had a strong willpower (and I really want to stop). Nevertheless, I'm still looking for an accountability partner. So if anybody needs one themselves or wants to help... I'm here .

 

Actually this is the first time I'm trying it, I just joined today. I know it's weird but I already kind of feel better. Maybe it's just the fact that I know that there is a way to change and that there are so many other people who are also trying. Anyway... what's your longest streak? Did you just join? If you need an accountability partner I can help with that.