Path to Power

When I was 12 years old, I've discovered mastrubation. At first I've watched it with sexual music videos such as on MTV and later on I got hooked on pornographic material.
For the past 6 years I've been struggling with ending my addiction but've managed to get off of it just recently, and I know for sure that I'm not going back. It has become impossible.

What changed? Well, the realization of the damage it has on my life, my relationships, my work etc. And it serves me no purpose in improving any of the areas that I'm working so hard to improve.

Before all that I was playing video games, living of welfare, smoking weed and watching porn. Now porn wasn't to blame here alone, however its addiction was closely linked to my whole unsatisfying, miserable life stlye. And it took me quite some time to start putting my life together to the point I am now. Lots of lows, and lots of faliures. Now my life is nowhere near I want it to be, but atleast I've a path that I choose. It gives me meaning and helps me move forward in life.

Right now I've a job, I do daily breathing exercises, joga and cold showers in the morning. I'm paying my own psychotherapy and have returned to school.