[90-CHALLENGE] THE NINETY DAYS CHALLENGE !

25 days in now

 

Day 79 completed.

 

Day 0



Okay, I will let the girl know what I am trying to do here, so we can tone down the sexting part I am getting really aroused and end up with an M when we talk about sex. I want to keep to my no M rule, which I already know is going to make the sex with her all the better afterwards. Hopefully I after I let her know I will feel less tense overall about NoFap and everything.

 

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Day 3/90
Longest streak - 28
Last streak - 11
Total PMO - 140
Total P - 30
Total hours remaining - 659
Days remaining - 27
Challenges completed - 1
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Rules- 1. If you search for nude women or watch sex scene or softcore porn you will -5 days from your streak or reset if you're streak is less than 5 days.
2. Doing PMO or MO or PM or M or P once will count as a relapse and you have to reset your counter to 0.
3. Your are not allowed to use mobile while alone.
4. Removing the pornblocker or trying to do it count as a relapse and then you will -2 days from your streak or 0 unless necessary.

" The only thing that going to make you relapse is your decision to watch porn."

- Valier


Report. On scale from 1 to 10. Points.
1. How depressed you feel? 6
2. How horny you feel? 5
3. How likely you want to relapse? 3
4. How much you crave for porn? 3
5. How much good you feel today? 4
6. How much sad you feel today? 2
7. Can you achieve your goal of nofap? 9

 

Day 2 and wondering if this reboot will be similar to kicking nicotine where there are weird dreams of failing?

 

Day 4/90.

@Mad Panda - Yep, definitely happens to me! I'll have a dream and I'll legitimately think I relapsed, generally accompanied with an emission. Pretty traumatizing. But it's been 50+ days since my last one. Not that it really matters.

 

Day 9/90

 

Boys I relapsed and I don't regret it . My intuition told me to do so and I did. The reason why I don't regret is that my perception on porn and masturbating changed. I feel like it's a waste of time. Especially those times I wasted in my freshman sophomore year on high school trying to be with girls because I wanted to have sex. Anyway back to day 0.

 

Day 0

 

Day 8/90

 

Hey guys new here
Im gonna start today sunday, i find it so hard to stop this addiction, whenever im alone or bored that's where i fail to contain my urges
So yeah, wish me luck guys and to all of you.
Day 1/90(day 1 in progress

 

11/90. Have a good weekend, friends. If you're doing well, keep doing well. If you have a setback, get back up and try again. Have faith that a better future is possible, and the work we're doing is worth it. We can do this!

 

Day 37

 

Day 18: Sometimes, having a stressful life has it's advantages. My day sucked. However, I was so angry and stressful most of the day, not one thought of sex even crossed my mind. Even if I didn't have PIED, it would have killed my sex drive. No temptation, no urges to release. And now, another day is complete. Yay!

 

Hey I really like your rating system, I hope you don't mind if I use it myself?

 

Day 0

 

Day 1.

I read a comment here and it really inspired me.
It had a quote saying: "The only thing that is going to make you relapse is your decision to watch porn."

Currently I can say, like now, there will be countless times where I feel really hopeless, alone and demotivated to do anything.

That's how I feel right now as well.

I know that I don't have anything to make me feel better, but to talk with people.

I'll have to keep expanding my friend cirle virtually.

And keep practicing meditation as much as possible.

(here's a rating system I copied from someone else, I hope he/she doesn't mind)

Report. On scale from 1 to 10. Points.
1. How depressed you feel? 8.5
2. How horny you feel? 2
3. How likely you want to relapse? 4
4. How much you crave for porn? 4
5. How much good you feel today? 3
6. How much sad you feel today? 3
7. Can you achieve your goal of nofap? 5 (I'm working on increasing this number here)

 

Btw guys, there is a question I asked in a discord PMO recovery group, I might as well ask it here:
I'm currently struggling to abstain from PMO and I have a question.
I watched a lot of videos and understood how the metascript method and the self-talk technique works and practiced it a few times.
I also wrote down the truths about the porn and the act of relapsing and how it is against my ideals, morals and dignity.

a few years have passed now.

I haven't practiced these techniques well enough.

The thing is, I feel very demotivated and depressed and can hardly get myself to meditate or do self-talk, let alone make a journal entry.
And most of the time I feel alone and need connection with people, and these techniques won't help me on that regard I think.

I am going in a loop and feel stuck.

What can I do?

 

Day 26/90
Day 638 attempting this challenge
Global Counter 95% (since joining)
Day 225 weight training (M, W, F)
Lifestyle: reduced caffeine, alcohol and sweets

 

Day 54