Prostitution Temptations

Dude, you need to stop wasting money on them females. The reason why is that energy and money vampires meaning drain your energy and money that causes you to feel shut down. You could have saved up the energy and money on something else. Another thing is that those prostitutes are jezebels and succubus. Rule of thumb. Prostitutes=PORN!!!

 

You say that you “had failed and failed” your commitments to NoFap.

i cannot give you an advice to your prostitute story, but bro just by committing to NoFap you achieved already a goal. I don’t want to know how many men there are outside with no clue that the link to their problems is their P consumption.

Don’t see it as a failure to not reach the 90 days (Or whatever goal you have). See every additional day you made as a success. Maybe the first time it is only 3 days. The next time maybe a week. And one day you will reach the 90 days.
It is also a success to stand up after a lost battle and find the motivation for a new attempt.

 

Well you managed to snap back to reality before going to the prostitute, that's already something. I know it's not easy man. Remember your worth and stay strong brother!

 

Once you start having these thoughts, you are already compromising yourself. If your urges are telling yourself to do something, you have to resist them at all costs, even if you feel like you've already messed up and have nothing to lose. You will never be able to get it out of your system by indulging more.

 

I had a similar experience two years ago (it was october 8, 9 or 10th). I called an escort around 2 pm, but not arranged a date, I just called her for prices, where could i see her etc. and told her that at 8 pm I'd call her again to confirm the date. So I didn't wanted to be with an escort but the urge and feeling of emptiness was hard so I said to myself "If she answers me I am goint to se her". And for my fortune she didn't answer the phone call.

I'd recommend you to read a thread here in "probelmatic sexual behaviour" that is called "Escort challenge". It is a log one, but it is worth to read it. You may have the delusion that an escort will make you feel better, happy, whole, etc., and in the moment it might, but after the moment in most of the cases you'll feel bad and low, knowing that you wasted your money, time and energy with something that definetely was not worthy.

 

Being with an escort is the equivalent of masturbating inside of a person. Think about that when the temptation arises.