At suicide stage

I had an eidetic memory from when I was a kid up through highschool. Then I started smoking a lot of weed and had serious depression from bipolar disorder. The weed probably didn't help, but depression causes brain damage in your hippocampus, which negatively effects your memory. So I lost my eidetic memory as a result. I get it, it's awful. I recommend trying to use mnemonics, that'll help you get some of the capacity back. Check out Memory Craft by Lynne Kelly. The porn probably didn't do this to you, but you should get the depression checked out by a qualified psychiatrist.

 

I’m feeling low again. I think it’s flatline. You feel all the regret of past decisions and being alone.

 

Hey man, just checking in on you. How are you doing today? Are you still going strong on your 97 day streak? Do not let the shame and guilt of your past bring you down. I was victim to that for so long and I'm finally learning to let it go.

 

Try and do other hobbies instead to distract yourself - reading is good, or anything really. The important thing is to get started in that moment.

 

I’m excited to get to 100 days, which will be very soon. I’ll feel good about that. Some days I just feel sad or angry. It comes and goes.

 

Yes, PMO is definitely curable, thankfully. However, the bad part is that the images are so burned in the mind that they may stay in the mind for a long time, possibly for years. But, the less porn you watch now, the more the pathways get broken down over time. Meaning that whatever mental health problem you started to get with PMO, can possibly go away for good.

 

Hey there, I guess this is a flatline, people go through the process differently and quit differently, you may be experiencing a flatline now, flatline can take up to 90 days what you may be experiencing now are symptoms of flatlines, but I'm not really sure about what I'm telling you.

 

We are here for you brother, just keep us updated don't give up!

 

You do experience memory and concentration problems during a flatline, almost everybody goes through it. However, in my own thesis the difficulty and severity of a flatline is different for everyone, some people may experience severe memory loss, or some people may have it but it's not that severe during a flatline, I also was in the same situation, and I suddenly failed my quizzes and was demotivated, bored and didn't want to study, I easily got emotional over little stupid things during a flatline, like a teacher shouting a little bit at me, or someone else making me do something I don't want to do. I believe this is the stage where most of the times everybody relapses, I mean like what you say perchance replicates the symptoms of a flatline, that's why I suggested that it's a flatline, but is it possible to go through a flatline? Yes, it's possible with the right tips and tricks, and in order to not get bored during a flatline in my opinion you have to try to stimulate yourself mentally, for instance make a to-do list throughout the day so that when you finish them, you feel a sense of achievement. Or go do things that need to be done in your home, like doing the chores or organizing your room. And don't forget that the period of a flatline is different for everybody, some may last for 30 days, or 90 days, some even last longer than 90 days, but remember that flatlines are temporary and do not last forever. I hope you quit this awful addiction completely and good luck with your journey mate!

 

Yo man firstfull your are not dumb youre a strong person from my first reading. Remember maybe its bad now maybe its horribale but tommorow would be better believe in me. A mounth ago I relapsed on day 34 the first tine I got there was after 3-2 years of hard work faliures at day 14. At this month october I relapsed many times. One day I just sat with myself and listen to some music

And just cried cause the relapse and other stupid things that happend to me. After a week I just came with smile on my face cause I looked on the good side of my life and even when I kept relapsing I after a hour or two I smiled csuse life is good and you would never see it If you will just sit and do nothing about it. I reccomend you go out to sun eat some almonds,banna or other nuts just sit and enjoy life

And brother remember. Today were getting back our glory and we are going to win. We are all going to start no nut november and get our life back togheter.

I appriciate you bro and hope you the best. Peace

 

suicide takes great courage. im too much of a coward to do it

 

But no nuts in November! LOL

 

Suicide is never the answer. If you ever want to talk im always here.

 

HAHAHAHAHAHA No Nut Novemver , im a vegan and i eat nuts LoL