Dostinex (Cabergoline)

Day 166
Yesterday I managed to have succesfull sex. I used V 50mg but even so in the past I would go limp when PIV. Yesterday was not the case...worked like a charm but I couldn't cum.
Was fine and I was happy. Helped a little with my performance anxiety.

 

Day 175
Almost 6 months without masturbation to porn and watching porn. I saw ocasionally nude and sex scenes in artistic movies but this is all.
I feel ok, I am horny...I make sex once or twice a week, using condom and V pill.
Sometimes work verry well, sometimes not so well.
I still have performance anxiety but I think is better.
So, my PIED is not complete cured. I get night erections every night...but in the morning not so much.
I have good days and bad days. I keep going because it is only one way...I don't intend to go back...never.

 

Day 178
I feel ok, I have night erections every night. My libido varies. Still have performance anxiety.

 

Day 193
PIED is still here, not gone completly...but I am much better. I keep going. Leaving porn is probably the best move I made in the last decade.

 

Day 213

Today, I've taken a bath and I tryed to masturbate only on feelings. Was a total mess...I didn't get a full erection, only 50% and I had cummed with that semi-erected dick.
I get night erection and sometimes full erection when I suck on my lady tits or when I get a blowjob...but this is all. When I try to penetrate, will go soft.
I know that could be performance anxiety too...my hormone levels are fine, my blood vesels are fine...it is this fucking brain that don't want to work.
Today was a hard day when I saw I cummed with a semi-limp dick.
I will continue to abstain from porn and porn masturbation. Hope will be better. Hope...

 

Day 243

Still on the road and I will keep that trend.
I am not attracted to PMO. Some days are better than others. I can achive erections with manual stimulation when I am alone.
I didn't made sex for a few months but I will try again this weekend.
I have this problem with performance anxiety, I am afraid to fail so I avoid intercorse even if I know I have to do it and to accept fails because only this way I can rewire.
Anyway...morning wood I don't have...are verry rare...but I have night erections almost every night.

I feel ok and I will keep informed from time to time.

 

Day 250

Yesterday I tryied to have sex using pills and using a condom. I was ok for a few minutes but after few minutes PIV I lost my sensitivity and so my erection.
I think I have to practice more.

 

Day 277

Yesterday I managed to have succesfull sex (using 50mg V) with condom.
The progress have ups and downs but...as I said, I keep going. Never going back to PMO.

 

Day 291
Yesterday managed to have succesfull sex again, but without O. I can not O from PIV for now.
Today I M for a few seconds because a friend (girl) send me her nude photos. After a 5-6 strokes *few seconds) I managed to stop and deleted that photos. I will keep my counter running because was just a few seconds slip.
I have to be careful because my libido rise.

 

Day 0

After over 300 days sober I felt fantastic, with hard rock erections and strong libido and this made me fall into the pit again...with a 4 months binging. Sometimes even with a limp dick, even 8 or 10 hours a day of binging. Was horrible. My PIED is back...and I really can't control so, I decided to start my journal again to keep my motivation high.
I saw this thing help at the begining of the journey. A few months I have to keep entering here.

So...short...PIED again, ejaculation with limp dick.
Starting again...

 

The best solution will be to replace porn with healthy sex...like how men did before internet pornography.

 

Day 5

Succesfully sex, without orgasm, and with 50mg V. It get up pretty hard, with oral stimulation...but once up...stayed up.
So...a good boost of confidence.
V pills can be a really blessing in the rebooting process.

 

Day 9

Feeling pretty good...I am a little horny but nothing extreme. I think in the next days I will try sex again.

 

Day 0
Relapsed. Was a quick one but it was.

 

Day 0
Relapsed again. Binged 2 days like crazy...edging few hours a day.
Horror.

 

Day 3

Yesterday I had sex with a semi-limp dick, even with V. I have about 6 MONTHS of binging...after about 300 days without PMO.
Now I feel so hard to keep me away more than 1-2-3 days without porn.
I will try again, because I've done it and I know it is possible.
So...day 3 and hope to keep this streak.