Relapsed with Onlyfans, now I'm more depressed than I've been in months.

Just quit and don't come back to it ever again. Just because you failed doesn't mean you have to nuke your entire progress.

 

There is NO way to keep that OnlyFans account and be able to quit. One of them has to go. This girl you are attracted to is just pixels on the screen. She's probably not even from the same country as you. Nope if you want to quit, you have to dump your OnlyFans and wave goodbye to that girl. You want a real relationship with a real girl. I'm sure that girl on OnlyFans is grateful for you to give her your money but that's all she feels about you. Instead of wasting your time and money on that website, kick the addiction then begin the process of finding a REAL girl in your area. That could be your "why" - because you want to look for someone you can spend time with IN PERSON and get to know. Think about this. Having sex with a real woman is ten times better than having a fantasy relationship with a girl on your screen and masturbating. You don't want to sit with this addiction for thirty years as I've done. So, deactivate your OnlyFans account. Delete all your downloaded porn. Delete all your porn bookmarks. Get a fresh start to a much better life. You'll thank us here in a few years in the future. Start now. Get determined.

 

Don’t be a simp dude stop wasting your money

 

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First of all wow. Just wow. You are wasting your money just for pixels on screen who doesn't even know who you are or how you look like.
It is obvious that she talked to you because you paid her. And that's all. That's why she didn't continue talking with you.
And stop wasting your hard earned money for nothing.

 

Make some friends, you sound very unrealistic and need to snap out of it.

That's not a "conversation." Stop sending dick pics, nobody likes that. "Heres my dick, will u marry me?" Seriously? GO OUT, MEET REAL PEOPLE.

And get off the internet while you're at it.

 

Onlyfans is for simps

 

first off, its great you reached out for help on this forum. that means a lot. it shows that you know whats right and you want to do what is right. man, we all get tempted, by various things, in varying degrees. it is what makes us human. but we do not need to give in that temptation. when we resist, we act like men, and with time we will grow stronger.
you know what you have to do, so just do it. it will be hard at the beginning, but you WILL GET OVER IT. that i promise.
find some activity, some way to focus your mind elsewhere. that will help you on your path.
wish you all the best!

 

Yeah - first thing is you need to realize is that she doesn't care about you, your dick, or your few dollars. It's a business and you're just the next sucker in line.

Delete the account. Then block the website. Then block any similar websites/accounts.

 

It is a very big coincidence as I just relapsed to it as well. You won't relapse if you commit to go hardmode. To me it seems the best way but i also know how hard it is.

 

What is with the insults and attacks? This is not supporting and if he really wants to kick this addiction and get support here, posts like yours will make him think twice about posting. Just because his story is not your story, doesn't make it any more valid. if you don't have something positive and supportive to say, save your keystrokes and don't comment. Think before you type.

 

@Belching_Booch So man, how are you feeling after the relapse from yesterday? What’s the plan now?

 

I won't say anything big but it will be right. Don't do an advertisement mate. Sorry for your case.... It's really sad. Have a chat with a real woman irl, that's it.

 

find somebody in real life my guy.. your not the only one whos dic she seen.. that day.. I'm sure lol stay strong bro an find a real chick.. almost all chicks are hot anyways just tell her you fantasy and I'm sure she'll love just having to play a video to turn you on lol.. while clad of course

 

It’s an addiction that will never stop if you stay subscribed, because they’re always going to post new videos to buy. Imagine what you could be buying instead. They truly don’t care about you and just want your money. It’s not even about that girl, it’s about trying to feel good about yourself with pleasure. But this pleasure leads nowhere. I echo what people are saying: go cold turkey. Do not renew the account, don’t go there again and move on.

 

Come on dude, that's not helpful. This guy is reaching out for help in one of the few places that's supposed to be judgement free, don't berate him for being in the same place you've been before.

 

If you keep buying new videos and forget about older videos you have bought it shows it’s a high you’re seeking, and to please the girl you will never meet.

 

Y'all literally burned this dudes existence xDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

 

And here I thought I was being nice for holding back