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Relapsed with Onlyfans, now I'm more depressed than I've been in months.

Discussion in 'Porn Addiction' started by Belching_Booch, Nov 2, 2020.

  1. Belching_Booch

    Belching_Booch Fapstronaut

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    In all fairness it was only like $8 for about 35 pics. She has a very niche and small following, she isn't famous. I'm also very particular with what girls I'm attracted to. This is the only chick I've actually spent money on when it comes to things like this. I know people who spend hundreds on cam sites, I never got to that level. I know I gotta delete the account for my own sanity though.
     
  2. Belching_Booch

    Belching_Booch Fapstronaut

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    Yeah because $8 equals me selling my house lmao. Dumbass.
     
  3. Belching_Booch

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    Not easy when you're 30 with the mentality of a 20 year old. Most of my friends are married stiffs and care about their careers and whatnot. I like to enjoy my life, go out, and have fun. Problem is my social circle has gotten significantly smaller since my early and mid 20s.
     
  4. Belching_Booch

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    Nah, I really don't care. I'm a realist and understand this is bad behavior. Everyone on this site is here for a reason, clearly I'm an easy target because of the onlyfans thing, but I'm sure some of these posters have their own issues if not worse.
     
  5. Belching_Booch

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    Better. Hit the gym today after work and am back on the wagon. Hope to make it more than 13 days this time.
     
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  6. Cool. I'm still at a loss of words to see a man in his thirties wasting his money on some onlyfans whore which barely has any beneficial meaning. We all have issues. It's just that we prey on the weak instead of preying on ourselves. It's much easier,you see.
     
  7. unnamed friend

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  8. ruso

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    That’s good to hear, keep at it. I can relate to the below. Friends also seem more mature but we all got or problems. it’s that dance between setting up structure in our lives and recreation.

    I like to enjoy my life, go out, and have fun. Problem is my social circle has gotten significantly smaller since my early and mid 20s.
     
  9. coldhearted

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    Nothing new though, porn addiction can lead to simping... It's actually one of the common reasons for it.
    Just have some dignity and don't do it again.
     
  10. Thedaveisdead

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    @Belching_Booch, Thomas didn't mean to insult you , he did that to give you a wake up sign of how mistreated you are and how that girl doesn't even care about you but you spent your money on her. Don't send genital picks dude , it's not a very dignified thing , I mean like sending genital picks to your girlfriend or wife who is horny is also not dignified . Sending them to a girl who doesn't care is a complete NO.
     
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  11. Start treating those E-Girls like cigarettes. They ain't good for ya and you aren't doing yourself any favors when you're Buying em. So spend that money on V-Bucks instead so you can spend more time playing more Fortnite and less time thinking of E-Girls.
     

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