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I relapsed., but then I did something amazing

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by neew_guy, Jul 5, 2015.

  1. Jul 5, 2015 #1
    neew_guy

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    Hi..as I had posted earlier today, I relapsed..went back to watching fetish porn and masturbating again..but then I felt really guilty..and then I deleted all the porn videos from my laptop permanently. .110gb of porn deleted..so much free disk space now :)..and now I am pretty sure I am done with the fetish porn..one of the main reasons I came here was to rid myself of the fetish that I had and I think I have done it..I have had this fetish for a really long time now..probably even b4 puberty when I was 10 or something..I am 22 now and have been watching this fetish porn since 17..and its the only kind of porn I used to watch..hardly ever watched regular porn..didnt give me the same kick as fetish porn..and today after relapsing, I felt so low and I did it..deleted all the porn..even if I watch normal porn or masturbate, never again to fetish porn :)
     
    neew_guy, Jul 5, 2015
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  2. Jul 5, 2015 #2
    fapequalsdeath

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    Deleting the porn is easy I've done it hundered times. But man i also have my fetish porn right in my head i even know the name of torrents so i redownload it...
     
    fapequalsdeath, Jul 5, 2015
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  3. Jul 5, 2015 #3
    Calvinklein

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    Ummm deleting porn applying k9 and all are first step to recovery mate.. Now comes the hard part.. Dont let that urge get you down bro.. And porn outside fetish is still killer.. So dont use them too.. Stay strong n fight hard mate. Peace :)
     
    Calvinklein, Jul 5, 2015
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  4. Jul 6, 2015 #4
    neew_guy

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    Fetish porn was the only porn that was causing me dysfunction. .I have a fetish of female domination..female dominating the male in bed..and that gave me hocd and lack of self confidence and making me feel less of a man..
     
    neew_guy, Jul 6, 2015
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  5. Jul 6, 2015 #5
    g2stop

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    All porn dehumanises all involved, not just fetish porn.
     
    g2stop, Jul 6, 2015
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