The Jedi Temple (open)

70 days, Jedi Master

 

Day 2, Checking in

 

Day 43, Jedi Knight

 

Checking in for day 18!

 

I have met a girl and therefore I am switching to noPM mode

Yesterday I completed day 98 noPMO
Today I completed day 99 noPM = Rank 98 - Jedi Council Member

 

Day 11 - Rank: Padawan

 

Padawan Day 10 Checking In

 

Day 2

 

Day 26

 

0 days, youngling

 

Day 2 checking in

 

Day 2 checking in

 

Day 3, checking in

 

Day 44, Jedi Knight

 

Checking in for day 19!

 

It's been a while since my last post. I'm currently on a 9 day streak. I peeked 2 days ago but didn't act on it. While I was peeking and scrolling, there were a few urges but I was turned off by most of the titles and themes I saw. After having real intimacy with real people, PMO just seems like a waste of time and energy.

I know I shouldn't have peeked and will count this as a 'slip-up', but I'm taking it as a good sign that the images I scrolled through didn't appeal to me as much as they once did not that long ago.

I'm going forward with the utmost caution to not peek anymore and to continue handling urges in better ways. I'll be posting on here a bit more frequently as I encounter urges and other challenges.

 

Day 3, youngling

last night while I was trying to sleep was the hardest night in a while for me. I’m on day 3 of this challenge but day 40 no PMO. I had a passing thought about a woman I used to watch videos of and it took a lot of breathing exercises to calm down and not give in.

 

Padawan with no M, still learning how those urges come and go, specially when wanting to procrastinate. the last bastion of a past life. Jedi Counsel Member with PMO, May be force be with Us.

@WingsOfFreedom Relatable, I kept having scenes play in my head all day Saturday and Sunday. It finally stopped when I picked up a new book to read.