The Lord of the Rings Challenge

Thank you brother. I'm going to destroy the ring.
And hope you will too!

 

Day 7

 

Day 76.

It is good to see so many upgrades! The potential energy rises! Cue the music! What music? I don't know. Something invigorating.

 

Starting to realise just how desperately I need time away from not just porn, but sexual stimulation in general.

I relapsed today, and for the first time in a while I tried to finish to relatively vanilla stuff. I couldn't do it. Ended up finishing to hentai instead. I'm only half joking when I say I might be on the path to becoming hentaisexual here. I need time off.

 

Day 11.

 

Day 17

 

84 days

 

Day 0. I went on a three day binge if you will starting Sunday and ending about 20 hours ago, but now I am almost a day clean, so here goes nothing. Also, I decided that whenever I make it to a milestone, (e.g. 7 days, 15 days, 30 days, etc) I will reward myself by splurging on my hobby. That will give me the motivation to make it where I want to go so that eventually, porn free living becomes a habit and a reward in and itself.

Best,
Mathman1994

 

I am Uruk-Hai! Today is day 7.

 

Day 38

 

Sorry guys, I relapsed.

Day 0!

I lack character, discipline and balls.

Start again as an orc

 

Day 31
Coming out of the sleeping today I had morning wood and thoughts about banging my wife. These thoughts were something I used to hold on to and play out scenes in my head. But today I controlled those thoughts, I dismissed them from my mind.

Once you control your thoughts you control your life.

I found this post on the subreddit and I thought it fits in well what I was experiencing.

https://www.reddit.com/r/NoFap/comm...ness/?utm_medium=android_app&utm_source=share

 

You can do it bro , Keep fighting until the end and never give up

 

Uruk-Hai here. Feeling uncomfortable in this filthy body

 

@MyGodandMyAll27 @Ciceron Ad Majorem Dei Gloriam!

Day 1 clean! Feels good to be fighting again, even if as yet I am a filthy orc in the services of a cruel, untrustworthy master. Not for long!

@Mathman1994 I think you and I are in a bit of a similar situation. Had myself a little binge of sorts the past couple days but I'm putting that behind me and I'm glad to see you are too. Here we go!

 

I masturbated yesterday but didn't use P.
This may sound weird to you and you might think its's just a rationalization (and you might be right), but I did it because I felt that I had properly said goodbye to P but not no M.
Now I feel relieved and I'm ready to make it all the way to Mount Doom.

Day 1

 

I've definitely had that mentality myself, so I understand what you mean, but I'd still caution you against thinking that way. If we choose these habits as ways to feel "relieved" our bodies will continue to think that way moving forward.

Imagine someone who's had poor grades all their life, but one day finds a really good study program that helps them to do way better on their tests. They wouldn't want to fail one more test to say goodbye to being a poor student, right? PMO habits will only ever degrade us and make us lesser men. It doesn't deserve a proper goodbye! You've found a better way, so go forth boldly!