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Day 5 check in. Planning on spending today resting and reading and watching a new anime. Stay strong everyone! You’re not alone in this battle!

 

Checking in for day 26!

@stayindulged/withGOD I think it's okay if you don't reset your counter, there are bound to be some bumps in the road and we aren't doing ourselves any good by being to strict about it

 

Day 63

 

Day 3!!!!!

 

Checking in

 

Hey all. Back to Day 0. Had a moment of weakness and a strong desire for sex last night. I was ready for bed before 12 but then as always I looked at my phone before bed and was looking at girls on Instagram and then I craved more. I’m planning on putting my phone outside my bedroom starting today. I have physical alarm clocks anyway. Let’s get through today’s battles!!

 

Checking in for day 27!

 

Day 64

 

Day 4!

 

Just woke up today I believe it’s day 30. I had a wet dream I have had a lot of those recently there kind of annoying and distracting. To be honest as of lately I have been really depressed it will happen at specific times of the day like in the evenings or if I want to do something but I can’t because I have a lot on my plate. I have been battling strong urges recently and it’s like my mind is playing tricks on me. Luckily I haven’t fed in but for some reason this one porn scene is just on repeat in my brain and I want to watch it so badly but I’m staying strong. But sometimes I’ll wake up and have a disappointing feeling like I might have relapsed or I’ll just finish watching a movie or having a good time and the fear of relapsing will appear it’s really weird it won’t actually have anything to do with what I’m doing like yesterday my parents told me we where going to get take out and I was like let’s go I did all my work caught up on some one punch man and life was decent at that moment and then boom my brain was like thinking about relapse like as if I had just relapsed and I was disappointed. I figured that it’s because my brain is rebooting, and I’m also stressed because I have been going to the gym and I’m trying to bulk up I have 20 pounds to go i already did 20 I need 40 pounds in total but the amount of eating can get stressful. I just want the pain to end it’s just becoming old I’m sick of the urges just end them

 

Day 1 check in! The sun is out and I started the day slow but there’s still more to go!

 

Hey man, congratulations on the 30 days - a really great result.
I never had much of a problem with eating loads... My biggest issue right now is to control my eating... Which has gone off the scale in these dark and cold winter months.

Going to join some Hard / Hell / Monk Mode threads now, because I'm at that time I have to step up in my recovery.

Don't talk to me about repeating P-Scenes... It's one of the most annoying things about recovery from this... That and associations with certain words and things that you'd managed to burn into your poor helpless cortex. You are taking control now though, you are showing your addiction who is boss, and that is vitally important.

The gym will be your savior during this time - you will have a lot of pent-up energy that you used to waste fapping, but now you will feel a big build up. Keep on the program, it is such a good outlet... Me? I go for walked and things, though was considering getting some exercise equipment for my office.

Controlling your brain is very difficult at first. Breathing exercises and mindfulness literally saved my life when I gave up this time. Because I was so vulnerable to auto-suggestion (And still am to a degree), being able to redirect those thoughts elsewhere was and is immeasurably helpful.

And don't worry about the nightfalls - you can delay them and control them to a certain extent, but they will still happen. Wash yourself off and start your day.

Stay strong,

 

Day 65

 

Day 5!