Pied less severe in the mornings?

First i am one of those severely damaged by pmo and couldn't get it up even with porn, but now I notice that when i wake up and i am still in bed, if i allow myself to fantasize i can get a strong erection which could last 5 minutes+. Other than that, i cannot do this in the afternoon or at night in bed, and i don't feelbas much enjoyment from fantasizing and my penis would be dead.

Also my morning wood is inconsistent.

Is this normal for pied?
I only did 69 days hard mode where i relapsed to pmo 4 times in the last day. Now i am day 4, and i only regained the ability to get morning erections today. It seems as if my refractory period is long too.

 

Yes I have exactly the same symptoms.

 

I don't really enjoy fantasy or get dopamine from it anyways, it's like thinking about work now. But in the morning it's slightly different. I have a compulsive behavior of trying to test in the morning so i can feel better about myself, it's the only period of the day where i feel slightly sexual energy like 20~30% before my body crashed.

 

I feel exactly same...

 

Before commenting please read what I wrote! "Only period of the day where I feel slightly sexual energy like 20 ~ 30% before my body crashed." This may seem normal to you, but not to me!

 

By the way: I've been looking at your posts and I see that you developed tolerance to ED medications. however, it seems to me that your thinking is too hypochondriac. That will never help you. If you keep thinking like that, you will continue worse.

 

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