Am I gay ?

Dont let your emotions be worried its very likely porn affected your development Sexuality taste can change with porn usage and has led to insecurity which means you question yourself because your emotions are confused. Need to start learning and educating your mind about the addiction you have been deceived by evil, if you trust in Jesus Christ he will provide great strength and your sexuality will turn natural. You need to go hardcore mode and each day keep a journal and write how you relapse and what where you feeling. You will so many boys out there confused and insecure because their lives are too comfortable and consumed by evil porn and social media.

 

Just stop porn and see if your attraction changes after a few months. For me, I have become more attracted to real life women than before. It might be different for you, might not be. Regardless of your sexuality, stopping watching porn is the best for everyone. So I recommend you cut it out of your life completely, that’s what I’m working toward rn and I may slip up but generally we have to defeat P as a society

 

There is two tests below that will give you your answer, if you just look back through your memories im sure you will get your answer without having to do anything.

1. Your gay if your turned on by and can get off to gay porn that is 100% men.
2. Your straight if your turned on by woman and can get off to porn that is 100% women.

• if both are correct then you are Bi.

Alot of people here are religious and will tell you your not gay, its all just porn induced, and others that in denial about being gay will try drag you down with them and say its all just porn induced to satifisy their own circumstancce.

 

I would say that the sexual feelings are not the real meaning for your sexuality, but romantic feelings.
Since porn that is anxiety producing can actually be more addicting than porn that is more "normal", it definitely seems reasonable to think that people who have watched gay porn are not gay, but addicted to porn.
I'm not expert, but I would say that if you have a desire for a romantic relationship with a man then your gay.

 

I’m straight, but attracted to transsexual or gay porn (or gay attracted to straight porn). What’s up?

Is porn making my social anxiety/confidence/depression/anxiety/OCD/bipolar worse?

Does porn addiction cause irreversible damage to the brain?

You can also check out my story called "Am I a Sissy??" under the information tab on my profile

 

This is very interesting, the fact that is its beautiful with woman and a disgust with men tells me, you want to be with woman, and you should be with woman, but i think you are bi, but hey atleast you are not just gay, because that would really fuck things up, since you want to be with woman, the fact that you tried with a guy and couldnt says you really do not want to be with men which is a great thing for you because that will only help any realationship you have with women.

IMO you are bi but your digusted so you can't have sex with men, who knows maybe it was porn induced but that doesnt make it any less true or that it will go away. IMO its not really a problem for you since you can't be with a man, but the problem is still porn. porn can ruin a relationship, and especially gay porn. gay porn's not good for your head at all since you are disguested by it and want to be with woman, it can only cause damage and harm to your mental health, i think your in a great position to recover from porn addiction and lead a good life my friend

 

Good luck with your recovery. I notice attraction for women drops in real life if you binge on porn. It affected you definitely.