[90-CHALLENGE] THE NINETY DAYS CHALLENGE !

Day 70

 

Day 59/90 no PMO
Day 58 no risky key word searches
Day 670 attempting this challenge
Global Counter 95% success since joining
Day 239 weight training (M, W, F)
Lifestyle: reduced caffeine, alcohol, sweets, and FB video feeds (P-subs)

 

Day 2 - great productive day

 

18 days. A few shaky moments. Trying to focus on making smarter decisions. Stick with it everyone.

 

Day 8/90

 

This is the day when i can proudly say that i have been NoFap for 2 months and i have not watched any porn stuff for 5 months.
Only 30 days are remaining to completr this challenge. See you then guys. So 60/90.
I have had 2 wet dreams so far.

 

8 days no pmo 3 days gambling free. Was feeling urged earlier to watch p and m. I took a 2 hour walk instead and feel good to make it thru the day. One day at a time.

 

Day 10 done
Day 11 done
Day 12

 

DAY 6

 

Day 23

 

Day 2/90. Feels so much better than a couple days ago. Mentally, I'm having a lot of anxiety. Actually a ton, and it had been freaking me out, but I think it's because I'm overreacting to an insect infestation at my brother's place that I'm staying at. Totally not ideal, but it's not going to kill me. This increased anxiety came right after a relapse and I feel like that's just too similar to not be a coincidence.

 

Day 0

Just reminders to myself.

 

Day 11/90!

 

Day 15 done

 

This is day 60 of not doing PM.
This is day 0 of not looking at any P-subs.

I joined this forum 390 days ago. Of those 390 days, I spend 349 days without doing PMO.

60 days of not M'ing is a huge accomplishment, and yet I can't stop peeking at bullshit. So, still conflicted, but also trying to look at the bigger picture and the progress I'm making.

 

Day 52. I engaged in some fantasy today, and it was strange. I did it such a long time ago, it felt weird to think about oral sex, and what it feels like, being touched, kissing, etc. It felt totally unfamiliar like I forgot what it's like. I suppose that means the reboot is working since my brain started to forget the sensations to the point that they seemed brand new when I thought about that, although I am no expert in this field.

 

Day 3 - done

 

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