Looking for clarity

I'm currently on day 9 and I am super depressed. Can anybody tell me when I'll start to feel good again? I am so lethargic and feel like a damn robot just shuffling through everything.

 

Stop resisting what you're feeling and start embracing it instead. This is the beauty of life. We can't always feel good.
Let go of who you wanna become and embrace who you are.
Look at the sky, the stars, we're lucky.

 

if we're really so lucky why is life such a painful chore?

 

It is a slow process, but we have to suffer through it for at least 90 days, in most cases. I’m on day 17 and feel much better than I did on day 9. But I still have issues that were not related to PMO that make life hard. It isn’t necessary a cure all, but it helps. You also have to fill up the void left behind from quitting PMO with other more fulfilling activities.

 

It was really bad last week cause I had the whole week off from trade school and nothing to do except wallow in self pity all alone with nothing to do. I'm back in school now but there's about to be another be break 2 weeks from now and after being in lock down for 8 long and hard months with nothing to do now I absolutely loathe any break even the weekends. I'm thankful zoom is no longer a requirement for education cause I hated it. The worst thing you could ever do to a man is take away his purpose, his routine, and his ability to go anywhere beyond the grocery store because of ridiculous lock downs. If the coronavirus was really such a threat they wouldn't have opened up Disney World back in June or whatever.

 

why you depressed?
nofap doesnt fix every problem.

do you belong to any comuinties?
do you have any friends?
do you have a job?
how is your health?

take care