✹ THE SHINOBI CHALLENGE! What is your Ninja Way?! (Naruto Challenge) RANKS ARE BACK. GET YOURS NOW!

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Welcome man!

 

Day 78

 

Day 53.
One more until ranking up

 

Day 11

 

Day 25 check in. I'm a Chūnin now.

 

Really envious of everyones progress here. I took a tumble recently, today is the beginning of my new streak.

Day 0 - Academy Student

I will get back to meditation, and Training. Reading the NoP M O hack book as part of my training.

 

Day 1!

 

Day 12

 

Day 80

 

Just became an ANBU today. Had lots of urges, and came close to relapse was a hard day but after the gym i felt better I feel really tired deadlifts drained me. Hit a deadlift PR felt good. however i feel helpless sometimes about on this semen retention journey like I'm just a pawn the universe is fucking with. just filling me with urges and horniness, and making it hard to get a girl so that i could escape this pain. To say i thought to myself what would happen if i relapsed finally this feeling would just go away. but a new feeling would emerge that of despair sadness feeling pathetic a failure, and worthless. so i knew that want the answer but its like semen retention is a ticking time bomb between a bad life vs a worse life, and its just a matter of time before your bad life ends and you enter a darker worse life. unless you can master it and then you will finally be free. but to be honest if your own day 500 but life still sucks because your brain is so fixated on the idea of sex then your just good at enduring mental/emotional pain. but your not growing just enduring. I believe a girlfriend is the answer to this because then you can satisfy your sexual urges in a healthy way (generally speaking) and not feel bad about it which solves the problem. unless your so spiritual that you don't even have sexual urges. Its like hunger or thirst

I know this was a long post but i really enjoyed breaking this thing down at least from my point of view what are your thoughts/opinions

 

Day 0/10
No porn, no memes and no mindless youtube surfling

 

Day 2

 

Day 13!

 

Day 81