[90-CHALLENGE] THE NINETY DAYS CHALLENGE !

Day 8. Today was rough. Very intense urges. During meditation, I felt so angry and frustrated. All I could think about was breaking something or punching the wall. I had to stop before I brought myself to tears. Now I'm surfing reddit and just trying to feel better. One of the worst days I've had in a long time. Hopefully tomorrow is better.

 

Day 4

This is a good video that can give you a good insight on other addictions and ultimately remind you that to cure your addiction, you need to find the reasons that led you to it in the first place and face them

Have a great day!

 

Hi all, I'm really appreciative to have this site and this resource. I have relapsed, 3 times in the last 3 days. I am definitely done with it now.

I know the ultimate cause of my issues (Complex PTSD), and I know exactly who has inflicted it on me. She has abused me emotionally by only caring about herself.

Even when I confront her, she will never own up. But I can't let that stop me, she is going to hear what I have to say, even if she don't listen.

If she tries to turn it back on me (as she will) or start crocodile tears (as she will). I will be non-reactionary, matter of fact, unemotional, and will tell her what she has done.

It's time to take my power back for myself and stop giving it to other people who don't deserve to have it.

In other words it's time for me to grow the $%&# up. And fast, I've lost too much time to this disease and to my neuroses - all the crap that is holding me back from becoming the best version of myself.

 

Day 22 done

 

Thanks for posting this. We can face a lot of pain and shame in dealing with this addiction and this is a good reminder to be compassionate with ourselves along the way.

 

Day 4!

 

Day 14/90!

Still going!

 

Hey,
I'm in. Again.
I once reached 28 Days. After that it got worser and worser. Then, for about a half year I wasn't active at nf.
Now I am back with new motivation and a new focus.
Day 0

 

Day 4/90. My thoughts have definitely been more sexual lately. I got to wrap them up and hand them to God.

 

Day 52 complete.

Still taking it one day at a time. Trying to maintain awareness of where I am emotionally. I had no idea when I started this journey how important this is.

 

Good for you for realizing that you need change in your life man. I applaud you for also not wanting relationships that would only break you down. But if I were you, I would run away completely from this relationship you have with this girl. I wouldn't even bother talking to her anymore if it is going to mess you up in the long run. Sometimes its best to cut people like that completely off from your life for your sake. But either way, good luck!

 

Day 30

 

Relapsed this morning:/ Day 0 again.
Need to figure out something better to do when horny... Felt that all day yesterday and woke up this morning like that. Hoping next time the urge hits I will have a better way to deal with it

 

Wow man! Congrats!

 

Heads up, tomorrow is a new day!

 

Day 67/90 no PMO
Day 1 no porn subs
Day 678 attempting this challenge
Global Counter 95% success since joining
Day 243 weight training (M, W, F)
Lifestyle: reduced caffeine, alcohol, and sweets, Facebook

Okay, I am officially tied my record of 67 days no PMO set about 6 years ago before I even joined nofap. I experimented with noPMO after watching Gary Wilson's video, "The Great Porn Experiment" and have been struggling to do as well ever since. As I didn't succeed each time, my confidence would drop. It was then that I realized this really is an addiction and have been plugging away at it ever since. Tomorrow is virgin ground day count wise and I hope to keep it going to 90 days this time. No more porn subs now either as I can't afford a relapse.

 

Hello, I am on day 7. I want to be in this challenge.

 

Day 78

 

Ok here i go to day 1
Day 0/90( day 1 in progress)
Day 0/90(( of No PMO)
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