[30-CHALLENGE] THE THIRTY DAYS CHALLENGE !

Checking in...
Day 15/30.

 

Day 22 done

 

Day one of 30

 

0/30

 

this is day 2/30 for me. stay strong guys!

 

day 3, still got the morale.
I don't feel the fatigue anymore, really energetic but the downsides are unveiling--- My vision for my life is a little bit more clear while abstraining, however the desire to be a better person is as strong as the depression in face of the goals in life. Well, at least I'm not lying to myself that fapping solves problems.

 

Checking in...
Day 16/30.

 

Day 23 today.

 

Day two of 30

 

somehow got day 2 in. on to day 3/30

 

Day 21 done
Day 22 almost

 

1/30

 

Day0.

Rise again.

 

Day 23 done

 

Go buddy

 

Day 6 completed
Day 7 is begin

 

Day 5/30

keep going

 

Check in monday

 

Resetting...
Day 0/30.

Relapsed.....
Ruined my longest streak since i joined the community. That was my 3rd time, since i started no PMO.
Had some serious urges, and couldn't control it.I couldn't remember my training at that time.
I knew this would happen when i tested positive for covid-19, Home quarantined for the last 7 days, couldn't go outside ,couldn't study(The main reason for which i have started this journey for) , couldn't do my breathing exercise. I was in a strong depressed state for the last 3 days.
After the relapse ,it was so difficult for me to realize that did it. It still haunting me that i feel like have lost something valuable,something that gave me the fire power to do something powerful ,something which i have acquired from the last 17 days...Feel so down...(For now)
I know this forum is built for those who are always ready to rise again and again from their failure.
For me those 3 relapses are 3 loopholes of my inner demon,which he has used against me to defeat me thrice. Now i know about his 3 powerful weapons and its counter measures.
Resetting my counter....Will be back Stronger Than Ever...

 

day 0 from tomorrow because i just fapped