The Lord of the Rings Challenge

Day 13.

 

Day 152

 

Was in a bad relapse this last few days... Day 1.

 

Yeah..once you relapse its starts
Stay strong stay determined

 

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Day 33

 

Day 12 complete. Was able to go to daily Mass this morning and I spent a lot of time with my family. Nearly urge-free, very grateful for that after yesterday.

@Ciceron That is my absolute favorite work by Clamavi De Profundis! The song posted by @Slider8 is also excellent.

Blessed Michael J. McGivney, pray for us!

 

Demote me @RiseToGreatness
I fell hard this time. Life has been stressful and I was too weak to the PMO forces.
I will regroup and come back stronger.

 

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Day 31
I am an Elf!

 

Stay strong @RiseToGreatness !! the dark clouds will pass

 

Day 19!

TFed:
1- Meditate: did it again today, felt great. Challenged my excuses and reasons for PMO while doing so, just sitting with those thoughts. Great stuff.
2- Stay accountable daily: check
3- Study about the reboot: idk if I would really call it studying, but just posting here and replying to people in the new members thread is good enough practice for me.
4- Take cold showers: check! Once you learn to just sit with feelings during yoga, you can kind of do the same with cold showers: it is cold at first but that's ok, just stand there, feel the cold water, allow the feelings to be there and just don't give a hoot
5- Challenge daily your excuses to pmo: check
6- Follow a triggers prevention plan: check!
7- Get occupied. Work in your hobbies and dreams: check.
8- Practice physical exercise: check (I am lifting 5 days a week, yoga every day and rope-jumping every other day), did my first double-under while rope jumping today
9- Eat healthy: check
10- Sleep well: check!

 

81 days.

 

Day 11. Definitely feeling some sexual energy return this morning. I was planning on being sexually active through this challenge but I am wondering if I should complete a 90-day rest on hard mode first. In my last reset on hard mode, I made it to day 45 and then met a girl and had sex. I would curious to see what your suggestions are. 90 day reset on hard mode or actively seek out sexual partners?

 

Day 4 Complete

 

Day 51.
In Moria, in Khazad Dum...
@Gallade_Templar It´s also my favorite: an absolute masterpiece.

St. Thomas Aquinas, pray for us!

 

Day 236. Had several nightmares about relapse last night and feeling kinda low.