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I accdentally ejaculated. Is this considered relapse?

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by moretzfever, Dec 27, 2020.

  1. moretzfever

    moretzfever Fapstronaut

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    hi. Let me tell you what just happened.

    I do not watch porn.
    I do not have sex.
    I last time I fapped was 866 days ago.

    Yes. I am on my 866 day streak.

    this happened to me today.

    I have very sensitive nipple.
    Ever since I started nofap it became very sensitive. And I have hyperprolactenemia as well and it made me develope very mild form of gynecomastia. Very very mild. But crazy sensitive.
    So my sensitive nipple has been some problem for me so far.
    Medication I am taking is raising prolactin level.

    Today, I wanted check my nipple sensitivity. It really bothered me badly last month. Just simple action of wearing clothes made my nipple aroused.
    it felt less sensitive after I lowered the dosage of cymbalta.
    I wanted to make sure if my nipple sensitivity has gone down at least a little ever since I tapered off cymbalta.
    I touched my left nipple (just left) for about twenty seconds (with shirts on). I wasn't touching my nipple for sexual pleasure. Sensitive nipple had been quite troublesome for me so I wanted to check if lowering cymbalta had any effect on it.
    Surprisingly, sensitivity had gone away a lot. didn't feel much , I touched my nipple with shirts on.
    And then I felt something at my penis. .

    I didn't feel any orgasm at all. Not at all.
    I felt like urinating and it came out. Penis wasn't even erect. It was flacid.

    I was like wtf.

    I am not dumb.
    I mean. Why would I masturbate.I didn't even touch my penis. I wasn't even naked. I was wearing clothes. I didn't watch porn. I didn't have sexual thought...

    But I feel like crap.

    I don't feel crazy bad because I didn't intend to masturbate but it came out anyway in the end so I feel confused.

    I think my semen is at its peak level.
    When I have a bowel movement sperm comes out everytime...

    Do you guys consider this a relapse?
    I intend to do nofap for the rest of my life. But what just happened makes me feel like shit.

    Fyi. I took ativan and zinc,folate about an hour prior to this event. I think maybe Ativan had something to do with this.
    When I took ativan I experienced wet dream...
     
  2. AddBis

    AddBis Fapstronaut

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    First of all I think it is a trap to become obsessive with our day counter. We don't simply lose our progress if we ejaculate. I think it is weird, because our bodies are capable of reabsorbing our semen, but there are wet dreams, so I am not surprised. Some people can experience spontaneous and non-orgasmic ejaculations. I really think that the pornography is the biggest challenge, and you've already overcome it. It is not a relapse, your brain is preserved from porn, masturbation and orgasm for a long time. I'm kind of envious, indeed hahaha. Take it easy, don't blame yourself, and, if you think this medication is not doing you well, go back to your doctor and say it. Stay fine!
     

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