Relapsed.After 66 days, my longest streak, I couldn't handle a sudden urge born by web page with memes and stuff..I dont regret but surely not gonna fall/binge. I will start over humbly with the 30-day challenge. Stay strong guys
three days no porn and two days no alcohol... I know these are small steps and such a cliché around new year but i am at it!
Day 2/90 Today was a little rough, but I'm managing to hold off the relapses. Still a long way to go!
True. What I noticed through my failures over the years that you have unlocked one more thing. And with preservarance and with continuous courage you learn humility and once you have humility then you got what it takes to open the door wide open.
Sorry to hear that mate. But I really glad that you are back straight in. I am sure it will hard for you but it would be good for you and us if you can please take us through your streak like what was new this time, what was the hard bits and what you found out this time. That would be really helpful.
Apologies. I had a look through your posts. So this streak was 14 days and the one before 3 days and the one before 14 days. So there is a pattern. I think when you try seriously you get to that sort of 14 day mark. I am sure the triggers will be similar. I wonder what they are.
Month 0/12 I do feel that I am in a hyper sensitive sort of mode. This is arround the time I usually think that I have totally got rid of this and normally loose it all. So keeping vigilant and calm and humble.
All right ->DAY 3/90, another lovely sensational day passed by without any travail .Not a single URGE transpire{kept myself immerse}. Feeling Very buoyant. Good Fortune To All For Combat. ADIOS! D
Strong urges are coming back again, staying strong, now in day 10. (67 points) Everytime i look at to porn,nudes,etc -5 points Everytime i masturbate -10 points Everytime i touch my genitals -3 points If my point hits to zero I'm going back to day 1 DAY 9/90( Day 10 in progress)(of no O) DAY 0/90( Of No PM) DAY 3[✓] DAY 7[✓] DAY 10[] DAY 14[] DAY 21[] DAY 32[] DAY 64[] DAY 82[] DAY 90[]
Day 16! Had some lustful thoughts today but was quick to cancel them. Been going through an emotional whirlwind recently and I'm not exactly sure why. Anyway, let's keep going boys!