[90-CHALLENGE] THE NINETY DAYS CHALLENGE !

26/90. Have had a rough few days. Not with this challenge so much, but just other problems in my life. Sometimes, you know, it's just hard. Life is just hard. I feel tired, and discouraged, but this is when I need to dig deep and find a way to keep struggling forward.

The absolute worst thing I could do is try feel momentarily better by distracting myself with PMO. Instead I will just try to float through this, knowing that moods change, and tomorrow, after a decent night's sleep, I may see things differently. Let's all keep making positive choices towards a better future.

 

Hey keep your head up bro. I cant tell you how many times I have been at day 0. You will break through eventually.

 

Relapsed.

Day 0

 

Congrats Dude, so Happy for U
keep on Rocking! May God's blessing be with forever <3

 

Day 14

Let's go

 

Man. I was able to go 2020 without PMO but now I’m hooked again. I just watched p and m till I o

 

Day 4. No urges, which is scary lol it will sneak on me.

 

I don’t know what’s happening lately but I think I’m hooked again. I haven’t fapped for more than 200 days but this morning, I watched porn and I fapped. I really don’t wanna have urges talk less of ejaculating. I’m back again. I want this year to be my best year. I need this. I’ve got goals. I don’t need this kinda behavior or habit.

 

Days 11 and 12 done.

 

What are your goals? If comfortable to share.

 

I want to be able to be with a woman without visualizing sex with her more than once. I had that ability last year. I also have some personal goals too. I need to work. I don’t wanna be distracted. I don’t wanna initiate sex too.

 

5/90

 

Hang in there man, good for you for avoiding the temptation to do something you know won't help! It will get better, just be patient and be gentle with yourself.

 

Day 5/90
So far so good. Repeating all again...

 

Day 0. Made it until day 12. Will try to keep that up.

Relapsed during the night. I fought and won a few battles during the night, but at the end I didn't stay out of bed.
I slept, but was not able to fall back asleep, so I should have stood up and done something else...
Thing is, part of me wanted to relapse, because it didn't want to face "all the suffering that is ahead.".
I will work on my mentality around that.

 

Day 08/90 ✔.
Remaining : 82 Days...

 

Day 5

 

Day 8 relapsed.

 

Day 2!

 

Day 12/90.
all good