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Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by Rojas202, Jan 10, 2021.

  1. Rojas202

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    In a nutshell: Relapsed
    And what? Back to square one.

    I just want to apologise to God; have Mercy on me, my Lord!

    So, day 0 check-in.

    After almost a month clean I relapsed again... For the worst! Because I disappointed God... Made fun of His Mercy with me :(
    But here I am, making up for the fact that I'm addicted to porn!
     
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  2. Yep only yourself can do it, if we ask and hope someone will come and remove our addiction it will be like cheat.
    I would just say that God is not evil so he wil never punish you, if he can see everything and know everything then he will know how you feel and how you are working for delete you addiction, right?
     
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  3. Rojas202

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    That's right, comrade. I will not swear on that I won't do PMO ever again, but take it for granted that this is the last thread!
    Thank you very much for your kind words. For reminding me that my Lord loves me.
     
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  4. Gishki

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    How I see it, this is a test from God. He wants you to overcome this problem so that you can get even more reward when you have stopped. And every time you pray for forgiveness it shall be forgiven.

    Just remember why you want to stop. You clearly are God conscious which is good, use this as a strong motivation to stop this habit once and for all.

    You can do this!
     
  5. Erwin

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    I'll join you. Bro, you finished a month!! Let's do that again. I will try to post daily here to report another free day from pmo. I hope you will too! God bless!
     
  6. blacklabel92

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    god shows mercy for the genuinely sincere. if your really serious about recovering from an addiction eventually you'll get a longer streak. you can do it bro!
     
  7. Wildfires

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    Don't beat yourself up over it. Over 30 days is a good streak.

    You fell. Ok. So, what? Get up.

    What if you fall again? Well, you will get up again.

    The only one who thinks God is disappointed in you is... yourself.
    I say, as long as you do your very best to improve, little by little. Everything's good. Just don't give up.
    Figure out why you relapsed. And prepare a plan.

    PS. I like your fire-based profile pic
     
  8. Erwin

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    How you doing?
     
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  9. Rojas202

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    Day 1 check-in:

    Thank you all for your kind words. For all of you asking me how I'm doing... I'm doing pretty well so far. Ironically, even though I relapsed, I never quittted my habits like reading, learning a language or programing. The day was good; spent most of it reading.

    Thanks for all your support :)
     
  10. Rojas202

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    Thanks man! I know at the end of the day I'll come forth as refined, pure gold.
     
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  11. Rojas202

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    Thanks for joining me(us)! Your support keep me going!
     
  12. Rojas202

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    Definitely! It's axiomatic. Thanks for your words!
     
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  13. Rojas202

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    Yeah! Today I looked closely my urges. I'm trying to decipher the governing pattern that leads me to PMO.
     
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  14. Erwin

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    Great! Day by day!! Stay strong
     
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  15. Rojas202

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    Day 2 check-in:

    In a nutshell: I don't even know how I managed to day 2. Today, urges fought me... At moments, I thought I was losing my mind. But thanks to God and all your support I managed to make it until now.
    Keep up going, guys!
     
  16. Erwin

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    First days can be really tough! Glad you made it trough!! We're not gonna back down!
     
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  17. Rojas202

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  18. Erwin

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    Yes! Good to hear!
     
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  19. Rojas202

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    Day 4 check-in.
     
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  20. Rojas202

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    Thanks!
     

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