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Hey Gang,

Having got a couple of days clean from a longish relapse of 1 week or more, I know I am still very early days.

I know that, if I am to gain any sort of streak again, like before, I have to give this the same supreme commitment.

There are many parts of my life that are in need of work, and other parts of my life that are in alignment. The problem with porn, is that it is an escape into fantasy - and that takes you away from what is real and important.

My resolve can not and will not waver or falter. Having those 100 days improved my mental health to i told levels, and my mental health has definitely taken a battering from this long relapse.

I cannot promise anyone that I will never look at porn again. 6 months, 12 months, 18 months down the line, these are too far ahead to even contemplate for me.

But what I do know is, that If I spend time on this forum with other like minded addicts, sharing and partaking in stories of recovery, then I will see more sense in not using as using.

Just for today, I will not escape into PMO, I will face life on life's terms.

Godspeed to all fellow Naruto Warrior Fapstronauts who are on this same journey!

 

Day 4

 

Day 119

 

Day 4 Ended
Day 5 Begins

 

Checking in for day 40!

The past 3 days have been quite difficult, I got into a non productive slump which caused me to feel angry/frustrated and therefor to look ways to indulge in escapism. I thankfully was able to keep it contained to just browsing reddit and youtube, but I did catch myself fishing and even went so far as to peek at the main page of a P site.
Luckily I took back control and today and onward I'm going to be force some productivity (I've only really felt the urges when i'm procrastinating), and i'l be more on guard regarding this trigger of mine

 

awesome man, Keep the fire burning
congratulation on your achievement

 

Thanks!

 

Checking in for today and yesterday cause I forgot lol. Fortunately I've been busy so I haven't had much time to think about people. Day 2 almost complete

 

Day 5

 

Day 120

 

Checking in

 

Day 5 Ended
Day 6 Begins

 

Checking in for day 41!

Was able to get back to being productive and as such the urges have subsided a bit. I still have some but they are definitely more manegeable now. Looking forward to join the Anbu in 4 days

 

Day zero,
Relapsed again ☹. Today was very hard. I think its partly because I wasn't very busy. Hopefully soon the semester will start again and I will be able to fill my days. I was doing so well before covid and now I can only make it 2 or 3 days in-between relapses. That's still better than every day but not good enough.

 

Day 6

 

Dude thats awesome! 71 days!? I hope I can get that far someday