THE VIKING CHALLENGE | 90 days / 3 years | (OPEN)

Day 9 checking in

 

These measures aren't there to prevent you from relapsing. they are there to give you time to react/work consciously, preventing relapsing on autopilot

 

Uruguay

 

SafeSearch is a filter integrated in Google... not a blocker. You should always have activated because it can save you from those stupid peaks from google images. If you have urges you aren´t going against SafeSearch because it doesn´t prevent you from accessing P sites; you are going to bypass your P blockers maybe, but no need to disable safesearch

 

Day 9. - In the last few days i´ve experienced a lack of arousal. Meanwhile it may be good for the challenge, the counterpart is that i find it hard to be aroused when i´m with my gf too. I don´t know if it´s a result of the mindset I have now, and all that discipline and self awareness, but i´m a bit worried too. Maybe im also worried about being less attracted to my gf.
The thing is that last night my brain was pushing me to watch P in order to "test my desire". Of course i said No. But some part of me misses being attracted to other girls, and watching some pictures, so sometimes i find myself saying that when i´m over with this, proving myself that i´m not addicted, i will be able to watch those pics again.
It´s weird, idk. But it´s what´s been in my mind lately

 

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'A wounded coward lies low.'

 

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148 days checking

 

Thanks for the tip man

 

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Day 43:

Today I'm on day 43, I'm having a bad week. I'm too hot wanting to relapse, this morning I had to go outside and run 15 kilometers for 2 hours with flatus and windy weather. It has served me temporarily, in the afternoon I had the hotness again.

I got into the bidet with cold water to see if it relaxes the testicles. It did me good for the most part, being hot is not good at all. I had a time when my testicles hurt a lot and it radiated towards my kidneys.

A bad day and a bad week, but here I am moving forward with the pain and hotness. It came just like that after a long period of flatlining. I think I am willpower tested.

Cheer up!

 

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Day 77. 11 weeks, man... 11 weeks!

 

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It's great that you're on nofap at such a young age! You will be a champion, man!