Day 0/90. Relapsed. I rewarded myself with masturbation last night. Positive was that I didn’t masturbate after that. Start again tomorrow
Almost had a 2 day run. Got lazy and shifted my standards so I relapsed. But I got the feel for just a second on the power behind resisting successfully. I will keep at it. 0/90: No Porn or nude pics, No masturbating or massaging, no orgasm.
Day 24. Unfollowed an account on Instagram that was my main source of relapse/lust over the past 3 years. Announcing it here because it means i am accountable to you all as well as myself. It doesnt serve me or help me reach my goals and want i to achieve in my life. Taking it day by day and trusting the process. Listened to the richest man in babylon this week.
Day 6/90. Good day today. Need to manage my stress tomorrow as I will be doing some work for a while.
42 days done, of which the most important one truly is today...redirecting my thoughts away from porn and lust over and over again if I have to...keep cool everyone, I’m gonna shoot for one more day
1/90 Day 1 was pretty easy, as you'd expect. Let's see how day 2 goes. I've reached day 14 before; I know the cravings are in the post.
Day 07 The more i go without porn the more lonly i feel and the more i long for a real expiriance with a real person. Its good that i am starting to want a real girl, obe that actually likes me. But the lonlyness will probbly be my hardest burden in this challenge