90 days hard mode so far... (update: 170 and counting)

You're a wise man bro. You almost doubled my motivation. I'll let everyone know my progresses. Btw it's been exactly 5 months of me beeng PMO free. My burning desire for PMO has now turned into a burning desire to succeed in life. Burning like hell.

 

It's 160 days guys.
I'm on my way to have a great life. If I could go back in time to 10 years ago I would kick myself in the butt and would tell myself: "you stupid faggot. You're wasting your time. You'r wasting precious life. Its your destiny to be a real man. Don't ruin your chances asshole. Don't M. Don't drink this much. Don't smoke weed this much. Don't let others treat you like shit. Stand up for yourself. Find your way." but unfortunately that's not possible. So All I can do is tell others like the 10 years ago version of me these things. Don't be a loser.
I wasted the best times of my life- my 20s- doing nothing in particular. What a waste. Don't let this happen to you.
I was raised in a sick and dysfunctional family. My mom and dad used to fight all the time. Sometimes the fights would get violent. Sometimes they would beat me. I got broken head, broken teeth and fingers by my own dad and mom. I was just a kid. I used to hate God for that. I used to hate myself for being born. I even tried to commit suicide.
The only thing which could soothe my pain when I turned 11 was finding out about M and P. After that I became like a zombie with no feelings. My grades in school dropped rapidly along with my health and strength. I used to M 10 times a day. I had such a low confidence that I didn't have any friends. The first gf I had was at the age 22, which turned out to be a prostitute with disease. For the last years I started to do some weird and dangerous kinds of M. I had become completely like a heroin addict.
I have kept these things a secret everywhere except this forum and now I'm telling you this because I want you to know that nobody has had it as bad and shameful as I did. I turned a life full of shit to an amazing life. so can you.
160 days ago I decided that I've had enough and there's no way I will go back to the old habits again. I'm sure I will be great. I'm improving day by day.
In 20 days It will be 180 days and it's a breakthrough for me. The point of no return. Thanks for your support. I will support everyone in return for the support I got.
Stand up. Shout. Break the walls. Unleash the power. Never return. NEVER

 

I had severe ED prior to my nofap quest. I even M'd flaccid. Aftet the first 90 days it was completely gone. The only problem I have now is spontaneous Es which i've learnt to deal with.

 

Hard mode. No sexual contact whatsoever. I'm managing and mastering myself before I go to a relationship.

 

In 6 days it'll be 180 days Hard Mode.
I want to show you that it can be done. This works for almost everyone. When I started nofap I was broke (bank balance=0, pockets=empty, heavy debts), physically sick (ED, general weakness, flu and common cold all the time), desperate, depressed, anxious. In nearly 6 month my life has changed drastically. It's a miracle.
Its simple. don't M. don't watch P. think of M or P as shooting a loaded gun on your head. As a matter of fact you better be dead than be half dead. You only have one life. live it. I know it's hard. I've always been hornier than anyone else I've ever known. Imagine putting that much energy in my life instead of in the sink. If I can do it so can you.