My 30 day abstinence challenge Feb 4 to 90 days

Day 3.

heres to the weekend! i hope everyone has a good one !

the past few temptations i had were real heavy.. its like i get hypnotize or under the influence, it took a lot to redirect myself to something else and to pray as well, im worried i fell vulnerable.

So I pray for good weekend, i pray that everyone here can have peace and guidance, help us to show love and confidence to others and to ourselves as we perserve our purity,, and i pray for a good productive week coming up , Amen

2nd timothy 1:7 ... God didn’t give us a spirit that is timid but one that is powerful, loving, and self-controlled.

 

Day 4. relapse...
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Day 9. today was good , kept busy .. I feel im trance or flatline where i have no pmo desire.. and i ride it out as much as possible to not sin... but at the same time this doesn't feel natural or normal, but maybe this a short term feeling , idk.. but im giving up ..

hope everyone is well and staying strong , I have y'all in my prayers

 

hello all... hope everyone is doing great!!

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Day 15. thursday, i have been having a lot of brain fog lately , and have been feeling like im in a rut, almost feel hopeless and degraded... but i know its all good , what im feeling is temporary , i will have a better self-esteem and feel better about my self in the future, i pray for clarity and peace , and the same for everyone here.. hope everyone has a good day!!

 

thanks my guy, you too!!

 

took a hit last last...

went 10 days which is nice..

But i realize I don't do anything to strengthen myself when im coasting in my flatline. so im gonna start over but im gonna take on new habits , discipline myself to learn and do something to continuously distract myself from my vulnerability... so i will give an update soon ...

 

yeah man and thats my problem, thats what i don't do when i should...
oof don't remind me..

 

Day 1.
Day 2.

Day 3. today was good kept real busy, doing errands and running around... i also went running today got some exercise since about a month, so prod about and plan to do so again tomorrow, hope everyone is doing well.. and i have everyone in prayer !!

 

hello everyone!
im starting over , due to relapse
march 4 and so on, to 30 days

 

this past week has just been a week of relapse... im horrified and shocked by what I do, my lust seems to great and i don't even fight back, i seemed worried when i shouldn't be,

im moving on but im defiantly disappointed in myself, and disturbed