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I think my addiction is a slot machine. (serious)

Discussion in 'Porn-Induced Sexual Dysfunctions' started by Buzz Aldrin, Feb 22, 2021.

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  1. Feb 22, 2021 #1
    Buzz Aldrin

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    So yesterday & today I had peeked at the same video of p. The first was out of urging & today I was trying to get an erection so I could measure my penis. However I struggled to even hold an erection for longer then seconds, & the only time i can "hold" an erection is ones that I get randomly during the day.

    So today I think I made a conclusion. My addiction is less of an addiction & more like a slot machine. And I hit the "jackpot". With the first slot being a hidden penis (6"3 & 305 lbs) which has me worried about my length & stressing about how it's not big enough & how I may not satisfy women + my weight.

    The second slot being HOCD, which has caused me to think I'm gay or bi (this has gotten a little better with me not looking at anything fetish like / Gay or Futa P).

    And the third slot being PIED or ED, which causes intentional erections to be non existent.

    I hope that is will get better in the future.

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    Buzz Aldrin, Feb 22, 2021
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  2. Feb 22, 2021 #2
    m13579

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    Everything will get better bro trust me and have faith in the journey
     
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  3. Feb 22, 2021 #3
    Buzz Aldrin

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    Faith, Time, Effort, Hope. That's all I need.
     
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  4. Feb 26, 2021 #4
    Smiling_Kitsune100

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    Man i have a similar experience to yours in 2018-2019 i escalated to futanari and i was very addicted to this and i even
    developed a futanari fetish, but later i escalated to futa clop(clop is mlp hentai) and futa yiff(yiff is furry related hentai) with other fetishes related to yiff and futa like cum digestion, vore, anal vore, rape, etc and i have HOCD in this time(i even dreamed that i have sex with a futanari and i have fantasies related to gay, sissy, transgendered person and futanari porn) and leaded me to think that i'm a pansexual or a bisexual boy
     
    Smiling_Kitsune100, Feb 26, 2021
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