Made it through day zero, now I'm a few hours into day one. I'll concentrate on being clean and making it to 1pm today. Sleeping on time is also necessary since I relapse mostly in the early AMs. Finding other ways to disperse emotions work too.
Day 1/90. Staying busy today and dancing a lot. Discovered krumping dance style recently and it's awesome, lol. Expressing myself through dancing (aka jumping around and flailing my arms and legs like a madman) feels really great! So much better than fapping. Also, this song motivates me and is one of my many mantras. Y'all be careful of course if you search for krumping videos online as it could be a trigger.
22/90 Really looking forward to today. Feeling super calm and peaceful. Workout day and that always energizes me. Might hit the beach today too.
1/90 POG A good start is half the battle!! (Why doesn't my counter update? Or do I have to update this myself?
Day 78 of no PMO. Day 2 of no O. Been doing pretty well with NoFap this streak but I've come to realize that I've transitioned into another addiction, which is paying for escorts/prostitutes. I've seen a numerous amount of them and it's been draining both financially and emotionally. I realize that it's killing me and I want to change profusely. I believe that this addiction is only the surface area and that there is something that I'm lacking internally that's causing me to indulge in these things but I can't seem to pin-point what it is exactly. I told myself that I would stop time and time again but I've found myself in the rabbit hole once more. I feel that there is a deeper desire for something within me and that the addiction is just a cover up for it. Anyway, let's aim for one more day y'all.
Have you considered joining an SAA group in addition to noFAP, it could help get you to that next level? Thanks for sharing with us! Day 56/90. Had a discouraging/depressing day yesterday. But feeling better today overall. One of my friends sent me a message and told me I should go outside so I went on a long run and I think that helped, plus reached out to a couple brothers in the battle and that helped me as well. Also, I was feeling behind on a project so just had some grace. I didn't need to finish it, I don't need to do it, and I really, really don't need to stress out about it.